have you ever got this weird feeling that when you see that particular person, you felt that you have your whole life together with him in the future.. it's like an instinct that says 'one day, you'll be with him'...? OK! eww! i sound like a lovestruck girl! OMG! eww-eth! FYI, i'm not in love alright!
it's just a weird feeling i get whenever i see him.. it's like i felt i could neutralize everything that he sees as condemning to him.. we're not really friends.. maybe? it's kind of complicated.. though we do lepak2 together.. somehow.. sometimes.. once in a blue moon... whenever he came over.. hehe!
i don't feel butterflies in my tummy, sweaty palms, or not seeing anything else around me except him, which is relatively normal for people in love.. maybe.. i dunno. never been in love before.. just a crush.. and i'm over that feeling a loong time ago.. so don't go asking how's he? or how's ur *** and bla.. bla.. bla.. cuz it's god damn annoying! u got that? thank you~
i've had this weird feeling quite some time ago.. and it doesn't bothers me much.. until, this morning. cuz i had a dream about him... uuhh.. and it's kind of stuck to my head. it's not a more-than-normal-friends kind of dream.. i couldn't recall what's the dream about, but i'm 90% sure it's just like any-other-normal-time-when-i-see-him kind of dream.. hyuu~
i'm just gonna brush off this whole thing as some pre-adulthood notions, or maybe, since i'm stuck at home all the way 'till november and didn't really go out much and meet people, and my family and his face is all i see here.. so maybe it's something as 'spur of the moment' kind of thing.. i'm hoping it's only temporary.. cuz it's making my head spins and i feel like laughing and felt nauseous at the same time at the thought of us having a relationship! HAHA!
i never disclose this matter to anyone.. not even faiek.. really don't want to discuss this whole silly notions! so please don't ask me who is it or anything regarding this matter~ it'll go away on its own~ i hope! just wanna get this thing out from my head and poured it somewhere! i'm kind of feeling much better, now that i've let it out..
OH! here's a munchkin cat! it's to KILL for! i'll snuggle and squeeze it if i ever got my hands on it! KYAAAA!!
it's just a weird feeling i get whenever i see him.. it's like i felt i could neutralize everything that he sees as condemning to him.. we're not really friends.. maybe? it's kind of complicated.. though we do lepak2 together.. somehow.. sometimes.. once in a blue moon... whenever he came over.. hehe!
i don't feel butterflies in my tummy, sweaty palms, or not seeing anything else around me except him, which is relatively normal for people in love.. maybe.. i dunno. never been in love before.. just a crush.. and i'm over that feeling a loong time ago.. so don't go asking how's he? or how's ur *** and bla.. bla.. bla.. cuz it's god damn annoying! u got that? thank you~
i've had this weird feeling quite some time ago.. and it doesn't bothers me much.. until, this morning. cuz i had a dream about him... uuhh.. and it's kind of stuck to my head. it's not a more-than-normal-friends kind of dream.. i couldn't recall what's the dream about, but i'm 90% sure it's just like any-other-normal-time-when-i-see-him kind of dream.. hyuu~
i'm just gonna brush off this whole thing as some pre-adulthood notions, or maybe, since i'm stuck at home all the way 'till november and didn't really go out much and meet people, and my family and his face is all i see here.. so maybe it's something as 'spur of the moment' kind of thing.. i'm hoping it's only temporary.. cuz it's making my head spins and i feel like laughing and felt nauseous at the same time at the thought of us having a relationship! HAHA!
i never disclose this matter to anyone.. not even faiek.. really don't want to discuss this whole silly notions! so please don't ask me who is it or anything regarding this matter~ it'll go away on its own~ i hope! just wanna get this thing out from my head and poured it somewhere! i'm kind of feeling much better, now that i've let it out..
OH! here's a munchkin cat! it's to KILL for! i'll snuggle and squeeze it if i ever got my hands on it! KYAAAA!!
will hear from me soon,
hugs and kisses
u fell in luv
ReplyDeletedats it :]
excuse me? that's nonsense!
ReplyDeleteit's impossible!
don't go around planting weird thoughts in people's head~ :)
owwhhh..thats weird..teehee..=p
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