graceful scribble

these people..

2011-02-13T09:24:00.000-08:00

went out with dearest buddies, faiek, tess and nizam. its kinda like tess's mini birthday celebration. i guess?

oh well, above all, we had fun! and i watched THE GREEN HORNET for the second time! and i don't mind watching it for the third time because the movie is damn good! MUAHAHAHA!

thanks nizam for belanja-ing meatballs for everyone!

thanks tess for the baskin robbins!

love u all!

oyasumi~nasai!

an irritating post about irritating feelings

2011-02-10T08:25:00.000-08:00

how do we get rid of annoyance and irritation?

how to not get it over our head?

some people has different ways of relieving this bloody hell of a feeling. but what are the odds of those methods does not work in certain circumstances? how do we get it out of our head? and what's worse, if this feeling has to do with a certain someone and we have to face them sooner than we expected? and if we did meet that annoying someone, of course we don't have the mood to face them and thus we have this unpleasant expression and aura surrounding us, and IF that someone points out straight to our face that "please don't be too obvious when we're pissed off or irritated", this question comes to my mind:

whatever happens to human rights?

a heavy question for a not so small matter but it applies to the situation. why do someone has to throw such a statement right to our faces when its actually our very own human rights to do whatever we want with our facial expression and personal feelings.

what if someone said the above statement to you, how would you feel? more annoyed and irritated that ever! i mean, you are already in a foul mood to begin with, and someone has to add more spice to it when what you need is some sugar.

viewing this from the human rights point of view, it is that someone's own rights to say whatever they want to, but we didn't mention to them that we are annoyed with them SIMPLY BECAUSE we don't want to hurt the other party. So, why hurt our feelings instead? is this a new level of selfishness or egoism? or maybe they just didn't notice what they've done.

some species of humans view this topic as a really small matter. a topic that we shouldn't think too much about. but what if someone has been battling with this irritation for life? shouldn't they have an outlet for it? this situation occurs mostly to those who pays great attention to details and always avoid hurting others. so, another question comes to mind:

is it worth the pain and annoyance just to please others?

this one question has been plaguing my head for years and i still haven't found the answer. but what i do know is that, when we're always about pleasing others, we'll get tired of it eventually. and yes, i am tired of this facade, but whenever i tried to be straightforward, it just couldn't happen. its as if chivalry is engraved in me since birth. its as if pleasing others is what i'm suppose to do in life. but is that really what its all about? what do a person who couldn't break out of their mask do in order not to suffocate themselves? more questions comes to mind but none of it has an answer.

life is all about questioning, but can we ever live a life without questions even for one day? or a question-less life takes away the thrill of living?

my head is throbbing,

and the pillow is calling me,

goodnight.

eyes and windows

2011-02-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

i was watching a movie and i stumbled upon a very common quote that i suppose everyone has heard before.

the eyes is the windows to the soul.

for some reason, which i can't think of any, that one line really sticks in my head until it prompt me to actually dedicate a blog post for it.

now, there seems to be a lot of debate regarding where this phrase originates. Shakespeare used it. DaVinci used it. but there's this one sculptor that elaborates on these words. it goes:

"The eye is the window of the soul, the mouth the door. The intellect, the will, are seen in the eye; the emotions, sensibilities, and affections, in the mouth. The animals look for man's intentions right into his eyes. Even a rat, when you hunt him and bring him to bay, looks you in the eye."

very deep and very true. indeed, the eyes and mouth plays an important part in one's impression. but what really bugs me is that whomever this phrase originates from have never seen the invention of contact lenses coming. :-D

just kidding. even with contact lens people can still see the emotion running through someone's eyes. its the movement of the eye that actually tells people what they think or what they are.

i once read or heard from somewhere that you can tell a lie when someone's eye shift to the left. it indicates either you are lying or you're about to lie.

i guess this phrase is one of the reason why i suck at eye contact. i seem to have the impression that if i made eye contact with someone, they can see right through me.

hence, i suck at eye contact.

some bitch is messing with me rite now,

will hear from me soon.

sunshines

2011-01-18T04:02:00.000-08:00

over the year, we got to know each other more,

we share past time stories, secrets, and problemos.

there's no more boundaries between us and..

i love you more and more each day.

couldn't think how my life would've been without u in it.

u were never my poison,

only the cure that makes me feel extra-ordinary.

thank you for appreciating me for who i am.

thank you for making me feel loved in every possible ways.

thank you for being in my life.

thank you for being my sunshines!

bounce

2011-01-13T01:44:00.001-08:00

i'm back after months of going about without blogging!

my reason? i'm just lazy.. that's all!

then out of nowhere i felt like blogging again.

and so..

I'M BACK!

that's all for now,

will hear from me soon.

crappy start

2010-04-05T10:16:00.000-07:00

three posts ago.. it was MARCH~ and now it's APRIL!

LALALALA

today was the start of a new semester. and i'm still taking short sems. there two subjects this time.. it's English Language Awareness and Creative Problem Solving. alhamdullilah! it's all in english.. no more doing assignments and writing essays in malay.. i suck at it.. honestly and seriously!

but my schedule is crap.. well, not as crappy as amal's who have class at 8am-6pm almost everyday and having a 2-hours gap between classes.. i only have class once a day but the crappy part is that i have to take a cab EVERYDAY to msu.. and none of amal's and munchkin's schedule overlapped with mine, because if it is, then we can catch a ride together and we can divide the taxi fare.. so, this month i'm gonna have to spend more and more money on cabs.. unless if there's someone from my class who has a car and could give me a ride just like syaz did for me in the last sem~

the new msu building is 2/3 done.. i guess.. but we'll be moving sometime in mid-April.. i guess.. nothing is certain in msu. they just expect us to know every little things by ourselves.

the apartment is pretty much a mess.. the kitchen is sticky, the fridge is packed, the floor is dusty and sticky and my coffee and milo, amal's strawberry jam and munchkin's hot chocolate is almost finish! how wonderful of these people to just eat our supplies without permission~ and mama is getting pissed by the seconds about our food being eaten by some other people..

well, i don't mind sharing, but it doesn't hurt to ASK for it.. even me and amal still asked each other for permissions to eat each other's food. and the things that gets me on my nerves even more is that i barely knew these people.. they just moved in to the apartment 2 months ago without having to pay for the deposits, the house is fully furnished (except their room), and it's a perfectly comfortable place to live in for students and yet it's so hard for them to at least keep it clean and not to eat other people's food supplies..

i know it doesn't sound good bringing all this things up.. but it's money we're talking about! FOOD IS MONEY! and so, my mama bought a new dry food shelf for me, munchkin and amal.. and we already separated our food.. so if they don't get the message then i need my mama's headmistress powers in this apartment!

OH!!

I'M GOING TO ENGLAND!!!

HOHOHO~~

Half-made Decision

2010-03-15T05:03:00.000-07:00

went to Jln. TAR to shop with my mama
got myself a new bed cover, a colourful shawl and a pair of chocolate velvet pumps!
my mama bought herself a few tudungs and a bed cover

and no wonder my new bed cover reminds me of something..
the colouring and the shape looks just like one of my paintings i painted for an exam back when i was 13~
amazing coincidence!

so here's the thing about half-made decision. my mom and dad are going to london somewhere in may with my aunt and her kids. while we were out shopping today, mama told me that it would be boring to go to london and do things there without me! well.. even thou my dad is going but a mother-daughter relation is a whole different story.

sooooooo, i told mama that papa don't have to buy me a laptop and a car yet. YET! and i would give back the RM 1000 that my dad gave me but in exchange, let me go to london with them! i'm not joking! i would seriously give that all up! i'm not in need of a laptop.. i have mama's hak kerajaan malaysia's lappie~ a car.. hmmm! would love to have it but i'm not really in need of it. the 1K? i prefer london!

but.. it would be a two weeks holiday.. and unfortunately the trip to london would be somewhere around my mid sem.. so what i have to do right now is, i have to call my mentor or counselor to ask about things~ so, everything is still unclear. i wouldn't mind if i didn't go. i've been to london 6 years ago.. i know~ it's a really long time ago..

oh english soil! i would love to set foot on you again~

upgrading

2010-03-13T09:05:00.000-08:00

i've been contemplating about what kind of pics that would be perfect for my blog's header. and i decide that the cute lil' panda is purrfect~ but the panda is totally in need of a make over! so, i decided to use the candy stripes font and colour it in pastel pink and blue to give it a softer and candy-ish look. then i top it off with the lil' panda and it's perfect! now my blog kind of reminds me of a candy shop~

and i'm perfectly satisfied with my blog's new upgraded look!

today, i went to faiek's house for about an hour to gave her an early birthday present. it's a shirt with an adorable combination of cream and red polka dots with wooden buttons! and again, i bought it at the old blossom box store.. but this time, i didn't share the presents with the famous five because this year's b'day is a bit special~ it's our friendship's 10th year, so it's our 10th times of celebrating birthdays together!

10 years.. that's quite a record we got there!

once in a blue moon update

2010-03-11T03:37:00.000-08:00

march dawned on me much faster than my brain can digest information..
nothing much happened in the last 3 weeks..
daily life was going at a rather sickeningly slow speed.. and suddenly we're in the month of march!

fortunately, tomorrow is my last islamic studies class! YAYS!! and my final exam falls on the 24th March.. which is like.. 2 weeks away.. so i'll have time to study.
next semester starts on the 5th April and i have 2 subjects this time. but i'm going to meet my mentor tomorrow to add extra subjects.. i'm still contemplating between IT or public speaking..
oh well.. whichever is fine by me~

my life at the apartment is going well.. i have the room all to myself! and amal would always berkampung in my room~ she said there's a certain attraction to my room! LOL's

amal berkampung in my room

huril kambing yg busuk!

well, that's it for now..
i'm going home tomorrow!
bkt sentosa! here i come!!!

ugghh....

2010-02-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

there was this sudden impulse that came out of the blue..
that makes me feel like seeing him again~
i feel like when i open the front door of my house, i seriously hope i'll see him in front of the tv..
playing games and having a few drinks and snacks..
like old times..

but, when he's not there i feel seriously disappointed..

then, the next day, i went out of my room and...
BOOOM! he's there! infront of the tv~
HOHOHOHOHO!!!
tapi sekejap je..
but it's ok..
at least i get to see his face yg dah berzaman tak nampak~

~I'm quite happy and satisfied~
LOL's

mindless updates

2010-02-14T22:34:00.001-08:00

last week was my mid-sem..
and it was hell!
end of story.

i finally went into the old blossom box store last week!
OH MY GOD!
IT'S PERFECT!
and i don't give a damn if it only sells clothing for thin people..
just being in the store makes me feel happy~
and i bought tessa's b'day prezzie there..
TESS! u better wear it! it's custom made!
i also bought a colourful polka dot hankie and a vintage pearl bracelet~

then my mama came over on thursday to buy the kitchen stove..
and i skipped class on friday because i'm not in the mood for class..
i just want to go home!

then on saturday eve, me, tess and twins went to old town white coffee to lepak lepak..
then on sunday i went back to raub and will be going home this evening..
thought of lepak-ing with the famous five again tonight..
but the twins are busy..
they're always busy..
so, some other time then..

i still have one week of holiday..
watever..
just stay at home and be the jeruk that i am~

2010-01-26T08:24:00.000-08:00

this week busy giler! i have to settle MARA and PTPTN by this week.. and then time nie la their database nak ade problems.. so everything is being done at the last minute..

and i just found out today that my ustaz has given us a group assignment last week.. but i just found out today! very very good! and the due date is next week.. and everything has to be done in melayu.. seriously! if i went back to school and partake in any exams regarding BM.. i'll flunked it! LOL's

so, i'll be grouping with sheila, which i just found out that she's a singer.. thou i don't really know any malay singer..how ironic.. but her songs are nice.. and this one guy named kimi.. i don't really know his real name.. maybe we'll start on the assignments by next week.. since everyone is panicking over the loan problems and we have quizzes on friday..

at least mine are not as packed and hectic as amal's..

CHAIYO!!

one crazy day! literally!

2010-01-22T08:20:00.000-08:00

today was crazy like hell!!
i laugh so much that my head hurts and my nose kembang kempis!
naddy! u nie mmg la! ckp tak ingt dunia.. i nak mkn pun seksa gler tau tak!

today i went to sunway pyramid with munchkin, amal, naddy and ash.. and today was the first time i met naddy and ash.. and it feels like i've known them for years! seriously! naddy was crazy and loud gler! and i seriously can't think of ash as a guy friend.. he's more like a girlfriends! no offense.. it doesn't have any weird meaning.. he just blends in with the girls~ and his hair is longer than mine! LOL's!

then we watch avatar.. first time for the other four.. but the second time for me! i don't mind! i love avatar so much that i seriously won't get bored with it! then we went to asian avenue and i finally... FINALLY! found some nice tote bags to bring to class.. instead of using my precious leather handbag.. then we lepak2 at mcD.. then.. ash came in to mcD while jumping around holding a magazine and his precious strawberry drinks.. and he was so damn proud of his cosplay pics in the mags that he can't stop starring at it!

later on.. we went home and i'm fucking tired!
and i have soo much to tell!
but.. i've missed out on the days.. so i'll just compile everything that happens in this week in one post..
which.. i'll do it later la..
penat giler kot!

today was so much fun!

mind torture!

2010-01-13T06:39:00.000-08:00

sketsa pengorbanan ibu dan bapa???
fucker!!

i hate it!! i so not playing the mother!
there's a new girl in the group.. so let her be it.. she haven't done anything..
but, i laugh like hell when i found out that aiman's group got the sketsa ibu mertuaku! LALALA! ade geng in the emotional section~
hurry up and end this torture! i mean, we have ceramah for 3 hours NON-STOP! my ass hurts like hell! and everyone was already snoozing off!
and then we have to wear tudung for the agama class.. and all of my islamic classes is at the annexes... so, that means, a lot of walking in the sun..

all in all, today sucks!

orientation + first lecture

2010-01-12T04:05:00.000-08:00

well.. i can't say today was boring.. but it's not so very good either.. there's the orientation and some ceramah promoting and highlighting MSU's good part and bla bla bla~

then i meet sheila, same course as mine but she's 22 years old and just about to start her diploma.. and then there's this one 47 years old aunty and she's taking diploma in tesl.. something about wants to educate her children about proper english and all.. weird.. but very praise worthy~

and today was my first lecture.. and the ustaz is nice~ but i have to wear tudung to his class.. and it turns out that his class is not for 3 hours but only about 1 1/2 or 2 hours.. so, i'm seriously gonna plead to my mama and papa to let me drive the car because it's really not worth it to pay for the taxi for just a few hours class..

and i can't skip the orientation at all because they took the attendance (NO ONE TOLD ME THAT)!! uugghhhhhh.......................... and my group is sooo boring.. they're all the quite and "i'm so shy" type! hello! some of you are like 21 ++ years old..

3 days of torture to go..

2010-01-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

today i went to MSU to meet my mentor and register my subjects and it turns out that i only have 1 [ONE] subject for this whole two months of my short semester.. it's only Islamic Studies.

and i only have classes on tuesday, wednesday and friday morning! mama!! can't you just let me drive the car to MSU.. i can't possibly stay at the apartment on the day i don't have classes without doing nothing.. i'm gonna become a brand new jeruk over here!! well.. for this week, i have to go to the orientation if i don't have class.. but only for this week.. what about next week?

oh.. and can i just skip the stupid orientation? everyone says it's loaded with activities that stunted your brains..

and the mirror in my room fell and broke into pieces.. no 7 years of bad luck please.. what a stupid superstition.. thank god i got it for a very cheap price.. but it's such a pain in the ass to clean the mess up..

2010-01-01T00:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

OFF WITH THE OLD MASK
AND
ON TO A NEW MASQUERADE..

a few days ago in history...

2009-12-31T06:12:00.000-08:00

is the day where me, iman and akim went out to the curve together with kak mary and a friend~ i went to the sunday market and bought a few vintage necklaces~ YAYS!! finally got my hands on 'em! then we jalan-jalan, have dinner at italianese then we watched AVATAR..

so, a few days ago in history, is the first time ever me and my brothers watched a movie together~~
i'm telling you! AVATAR is a kick ass movie!
LOVE IT!
wanna watch it again~
then we went home at 1am after having supper at old town white coffee~~

'till next time~

pills, pills, pills.......

2009-12-24T01:01:00.000-08:00

i got my hormone pills from my doctor two days ago.. and she said that it's the kind of hormone pills that won't make you feel like eating more..
but i don't think so... somehow, i feel that my appetite is growing.. huhu!
let's just hope that i can control my appetite better when i enter college..
or else i'm gonna get fatter!!

zero fuel level...

2009-12-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

i'm beat! my feet hurts.. my back hurts.. i can't even walk properly.. my womb hurts from all the heavy lifting... and i seriously need to go to the doctor for my medication!

today we went to buy my room's furniture.. and i manage to get all them in white~
the bed, chest drawers, quilt and etc.
we got the bed for a cheap price.. due to the year end sale~ and will be delivered to the apartment on monday..
then we went to ikea to get my chest drawers, quilt, notice board and bla... bla.... bla...
then we went to my apartment and my two new housemates are there..
oh, they've been living there for quite some time now.. they're my cousin's friends and both are taking the pharmacist course..
they're nice people~

i'll be moving in soon.. and i'll be taking a short semester of two subjects before the 1st semester starts..
so, for the short semester, i won't be having lots of classes..
but i still have to go to class with a taxi since the bloody main building isn't done yet..
first it's in november, then december, then march next year, then....?
watever la..

will hear from me soon

a pickle graduation...

2009-12-17T02:35:00.000-08:00

oh dear...
oh my...
today i went to MSU to registrar my major.. and that officially marks today as the day i GRADUATE from being a jeruk! LOL
i've been basi-ing myself at home for a year now.. and starting tomorrow, i'll be busy with preparations..
oh, i went to the apartment to have a look around it and i need to buy the bed, drawers, bookcase.. bla bla bla.. the usual stuff~

finally, the day has come when i have to leave my comfort zone.. and I DON'T WANNA GOOO!!
i want to stay at home longer... huhuhu! kesian mama tggl sorang kat rmh... T_T.. who is gonna take care of my baby se7en when i'll be gone for a week?? she won't be fat anymore...

went off to vegetate in the corner...
'till next time

ugghh...

2009-12-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

i tried making molten chocolate cake today.. but it didn't turn out good..
mainly because i don't have ramekins to begin with.. i just used muffins tins and it turned out to be some sort of chewy, soft, buttery cake...

does americans likes to make cakes with lots of butter? because it tastes a lot like the betty crockers instant brownies instead of a chocolate cake.. oh well.. learn from mistakes..

next time, i'm gonna make something using ice cream... the chocolate chip ice cream pie sounds good..

when life gives you lemon..

2009-12-09T05:42:00.000-08:00

when you have a leader who doesn't know how to make a proper decision,
who thinks he's the only one who is right and everyone else is wrong,
who has a universe high ego to the point where no one can point out what's wrong and what's not...
your mind's gonna get so fucked up!

if i were given a chance to pick who is who, i would! a thousand times yes!

EXCEPTION: the incredible mother.

but i can't argue!
i can't say anything!
because i'm the youngest!
i'm not mature enough!
and moreover..
i'm living with his money!

seriously dad!
that is the worst decision ever!
the stupidest idea i've ever heard!
it simply RIDICULOUS!!
and you know what??
EVERYONE THINKS SO TOO!
but no one can say anything..
because you're always right...

one yaaarrr!

2009-12-03T21:51:00.000-08:00

today marks the one whole year I've stayed at home~
3rd December of last year was the time when me and Tessa finished our commerce paper.. and 4th is the start of the temporary freedom from studying.. thou mine lasted for a year! LOL!
i still have about a month left to stay at home and do nothing before my class starts.. maybe~ XD

in the mean time.. i guess I'll start making budgets for my room's furniture at the apartment.. and some other things that's necessary..

whatever...

sleepover, laughter, pie, raya..

2009-11-29T01:36:00.000-08:00

the sleepover was nice.. though it wasn't as great as the last one due to certain circumstances that made us tired and busy.. huhu! still, i had a great time there!

me and dayah went to shah alam to meet dayah's "friend"~
we went to alamanda with nina and izmwism,
i slept at nina's house for one night to made a pie with mak njang,
went to watch new moon with ali, kamal, angah and kak syikin~ it was great! wanna watch it the 2nd time! LOL..
me mama and akim came over to dayah's house the night of the raya haji for a sleepover as well..
we all celebrate raya haji together, then proceed to mak ngah's house where we have tons of fun and laughter~

all in all, it was a great week~

here's the pic if my pie~ it's called chocolate, banana and toffee pie~ and its delicious! HOHOHO!

my bed's calling me~
will hear from me soon

my kind of holiday~

2009-11-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

i'm currently at dayah's house~ having a sleepover that we usually have~
yays!! thou i feel kind of bad to leave my mama at home alone.. but, i'll call her everyday!

i haven't update my blog with the other two wedding receptions yet~ but i will do so verrryy soon! right after i got my pure white hands on the piccas! LOL!

so, today i arrive at dayah's house around 4 PM, then went for a swim with dayah and aiman~ later tonight, we went to alamanda to eat McD, buy some baskin robbins and some groceries~

that's all for now~
will hear from me soon!

......

2009-11-16T05:03:00.000-08:00

my mama's favourite counseling teacher
named her first born after me..
i'm honoured~
<3

2009-11-09T01:16:00.000-08:00

sayangku faiek yg berbulu,
biela nice ass!,
diera chubby cheeks,
tessa the chicken,
lollipop leeka eika zalika
and
misz apple hazwani~

miss u guys!

can't wait to go out and lepak~lepak!

Nov 8th's Reception~ Kak Mahani's Reception

2009-11-08T22:28:00.000-08:00

so, tonight was kak mahani's reception at Dewan Tun Rahah, Menara Yayasan Tun Razak.. wow.. i never know that place existed~ haha~

we arrived and waited in the waiting room with all the sungai sempam family~ yes, our family's official name, and families as in all the aunts and uncles, cousins and grandmama are called sungai sempam~ we even have our own family forum called sungai sempam~ nyahaha! ok.. back to the main story.. and we took some pics and wait.. LOL

then we entered the ballroom and all the other guest are already seated.. then, the bride and groom made their grand entrance and bersanding, there was a silat performance and finally~ we had dinner! OHOHO!

later on, snap! snap! snap! all of us took some family pics on the pelamin and everyone went home~

all in all, everything went well, no hectic-ness~ the place is cool, the food was delicious, the bride and groom were gorgeous, the souvenirs are cute and the laughter~ priceless!

no pics for now cuz i forgot to bring the camera...... huhu!

Nov 7th's wedding~ FATAH + MAHANI

2009-11-08T01:12:00.001-08:00

yesterday was atah and kak mahani's wedding~ wow.. our family's joker has finally settled down and started his own 'house stairs'~

it was a bit hectic in the morning.. well, wedding day literally means hectic-ness~ LOL

the day went well.. it was just the akad nikah at kak mahani's house in taman melawati.. the tok kadi was really funny~ then a small luncheon~ then everyone went home.. oh, the boys were the ones to carry the dulang.. not the girls like always~

and tonight is the bersanding time at dewan something something somewhere in Bukit Bintang.. i'm not sure what's the name because i've never been there~

will upload pics when i got my hands on 'em~

gotta go get ready for tonight~
'till next time

busy november

2009-10-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

November is coming in 2 days.. and it's gonna be a busy month~ it seems that all of my wish to be busy when i was free as a bird got jumbled up in the 11th month..

there's a wedding reception every weekend, starting this very saturday..

31st Oct: Uncle Wahid's daughter's wedding at the Peransang Templer Golf Club
7th Nov: my dear cousin, Atah is finally getting married to Kak Mahani!
8th Nov: Kak Mahani's wedding reception at night
14th Nov: Kak Syikin's wedding reception in Kangar (married to Angah, which is Atah's big bro)
21st Nov: Angah and Atah's wedding reception in Putrajaya~

oh, i'll be entering U in January 2010, not in November as planned.. thank god.. don't want to make next month busier than it already is..

panda needs to be recharge~
nitey~ nite!

hooked..

2009-10-27T05:52:00.001-07:00

... on True Blood~
dubbed as the mature, adult and more complex version of Twilight..

at first i thought it was just another vampire themed tv series and didn't pay any attention to it.. until~ i saw eric northman~ KYAAA~!! my oh-so-gorgeous-on-tv-husband!! i don't mind being bitten by him! fufufu!

i admit, he's not that good looking, and he's old~ but i don't care what people says! i'm blinded by his sizzling hotness and cute remarks everytime he opens his mouth! *drools* eventhough he's a half villain(?) in the series.. but he has a puppy eyes and pouty lips.. awww~

being bad does make him hotter~!
i'm just gonna imagine that woman is me~ KYAAA!!

having massive nosebleeds,
'till next time

kenduri + surprise b'day party~

2009-10-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

lazy.. lazy.. lazy! huhu! malas gler nk update blog seyh.. and this post was supposed to be posted 5 days ago.. XD... well, here goes~

5 days ago was a kenduri tahlil at my house.. family and neighbours only~ well, iman's friends were there and i was planning to invite mine, but the idea of juggling between my friends and my cousins on both, my mama and papa's side is kind of not pleasing to me, so no friends for that night~ sorry guys!

the morning and afternoon was very hectic.. with all the furniture re-arrangements and vacuum-ing, went in and out of the house for like a dozen times to buy plastic wraps, plastic bags, get the kuih and etc.

then family members start to arrive, then the neighbours and then org masjid then the tahlil starts. then it's dig in time! yum~yum.. later on, people starts to leave and only family members are left.. the mom's are busy packing the leftover lauk, and the guys are busy with the soccer match on tv..

and the final event is at 12 a.m... it's kak fara's 28th b'day! when are you gonna get married?? hahaha! it was a surprise b'day party for her~ i bought the cake! unfortunately, dayah couldn't be there because she's still in penang.. but the surprise party was also her idea~ anything for ur belove sister eyh~~

kak fara was soo very surprise, and her reaction was soo very cute! nyehehe! kak faraku yang comel lagi tembam~ cepatla kahwin~~ LOL!

here's the piccas of the party~

the milo chocolate cake~

the pics aren't clear~ i know.. and there's not much pics that night because everyone is busy doing their things~

dinner rush~
will hear from me soon!

2009-10-10T09:23:00.000-07:00

a friend told me a secret

and it made my secret seem so very small..

it kind of made me feel a little left behind
but it also excites me to think about that time of my life

how unexpected and unpredictable life can be..

i did a quiz~

2009-10-05T09:39:00.001-07:00

You Are 30% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.

In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

i'm 3o% evil~
nice~
EVIL PANDA KILLS WITH RAINBOW!!

fufufu...

very very late raya wishes...

2009-10-03T11:48:00.000-07:00

hehehe!
i know this came in soo very late! but it's still syawal~ meow! i haven't updated my blog much cuz i'm not in the mood last month.. lots of things just got jumbled up at the same time and it kind of killed my mood for almost everything..

anyway..

HAPPY RAYA AIDILFITRI EVERYONE!
a thousand thanks for those who read my not so interesting blog that is full of craps~ ; ) forgive me if i said something hurtful, intentional or unintentional~

so, here's the raya 2009 pics~ the theme colour this year is purple!

malam raya~ bunga api time!

raya morning and salam~salam + duit raya!

: ) kire duit raya rmai2~!

family photo~ with wan

dearest mama and papa <3

the aunties and wan

annoying yet lovable brothers, iman and akim <3

kak nana , kak fara and kak aby~

the girl cousins

JUMP!

kak nana and abg anwar and the latest addition to the family~
baby hannah!

the newly weds~ kak syikin and angah!

on the way to makan wan ngah's lontong tradition!

that's all for the raya photos~ if nak upload semua pecah la my blogspot nie~ LOL.. no photos for the uncles and the boy cousins cuz the weather is soo very hot and they went for an early evening nap.. huhu!

hooked on a new manga,
went off to read it~
hugs and kisses!

2009-09-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

i feel like an idiot!
everything is not right!
what the hell am I suppose to do?
is this some kind of a payment?
is this some kind of a retribution?
for what?
for dreaming a little?
for having the nerve to follow what I really want?
is that IT??!!

it's just not FAIR!

random updates

2009-09-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

it's almost raya!

whenever it's raya, i'll always get the feeling that one year passed by so fast! somehow, for this year, the signal for raya time came quite late.. i just realized yesterday that we're gonna balik kampung and raya sakan with family members..

this year, i only get to puase for 14 days.. ugghh.. bad period.. all thanks to my swollen ovary.. and i still haven't pick up my blood test result from the clinic. it's been there for almost a month now.. and doctor said, i have to be on hormone medication for the swollen ovary.. ugghh.. guess i need to take medicines after all.. my womb is starting to hurt every night now..

anyway, we'll be on our way to raub tomorrow morning. and, this year's raya will be the most crowded ever! i counted, and there will be 43 people in wan's house during raya, including baby hannah.. omg.. everyone will have to bring their own sleeping bed.. LOL! and today, mama baked 4 cakes! 2 fruit cakes and 2 chocolate~ can't wait for the last one to popped out of the oven so then i can eat it freshly baked and hot! XD

today has been a hectic day.. with all the baking and packing and stuff..

i'm sleepy and i smell like a sheep,
'till next time,
oyasumi~

a state of annoyance

2009-08-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

a certain someone,

just when my annoyance towards you from last time has started to recede, you did it again.. must we report everything to you? be a little bit understanding la.. please! must we get your permission before we do things? there's a reason behind every action.. think about that first before getting all mad and annoyed..

and to my prodigious yet stupid brother,

we don't like the girl! we've been saying that since 6 years ago.. like we'll forget easily what she's done to you.. you're very stupid to think that we'll accept her again after all that. where the hell does your pride and ego as a man went to? you easily succumb to that woman. we don't like her and her family! not just us, our ENTIRE family, even your friends.

i'm starting to get tired of playing the part of a good girl..
maybe i should end it soon.

a melancholy occasion..

2009-08-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

here's the list of people who wished me BIRTHDAY!

1. Ezrin
2. Faiek
3. Ajim
4. Ct
5. Diera
6. Biela
7. Leeka
8. Machi
9. Alya
10. Tessa
11. Nizam
12. Niena
13. Mama and Papa
14. Ezmin (Munchkin)
15. Hazwani
16. Iman
17. Sheera
18. Wan

surprisingly, nizam didn't forget my birthday.. but, in the end, dayah didn't wished me like she always did. for 2 years, she's been the first to wished me.. and i'm not gonna forgive her easily.. it's her panda's birthday! i'm seriously disappointed!

honestly, today doesn't feel like our birthday.. just like 2 years ago.. i woke up at 2 pm.. and continue to lay on the bed until 4 pm, reading and listening to songs.. then i slept again from 5.30 'till 6 with my cat~ then bathe, berbuka and i made my own cake. yup.. no one bought us a birthday cake..

my birthday cake consist of 3 scoops of vanilla ice cream, topped with nuttela chocolate paste with a stick of white chocolate and a small candle on top.. blew the candle and i ate it alone..

every year of my birthday, i always secretly hope that some one would surprise me with something.. i always surprises my family members when it's their birthday, but sadly, no one around me seems to share the same thought as i did.. that's what happens when everyone around you only thinks of practicality.. i always thought that when mama came home from work, she'll suprise me with something.. when that didn't happen, i shifted to papa. when that didn't happen as well, i said to myself "oh, this year is the same as the others then.." then, on the next year's birthday, the same thought will arise, and it will end the same way..

i wonder when will i get to celebrate my birthday without pretending to be happy when somebody wishes me and feel truly happy without having the feeling to cry on my own birthday..
it's been a long time since i have that kind of birthday..

oh well, at least he wished me..

it's that time of the year...

2009-08-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

... and surprisingly i don't feel all that excited. maybe because the past 2 years of my birthday has been boring.. when you got parents that has tons of workloads that can equal the prime minister's, you're bound to spend your birthday alone.. until night time that is~ huhu! oh well, it's still my birthday~ and my eldest brother's, Iman. yup! we share the same birthday and we're not even twins! muahahaha!!

we went out to OU yesterday, as an early birthday celebration.. all four of us, except my papa.. because of work, and he doesn't like shopping mall.. and i finally got to buy BOOKS! there's this two books i've been dying to get.. and i finally got it today! The Element Encyclopedia of Birthdays and The Dream Dictionary From A-Z.. i want to get this other book called Baking Bible, but i figure out that after i've tried out some recipes from the other two recipe books i bought last time, THEN i'll buy this other one~

then we 'berbuka' at chilis~ and we feel damn bloated! :)
after that we went to the Curve.. to... get... a... treadmill!! yup!yup! finally an exercise machine! and finally i can exercise! since i can't go out for a jog alone and since all my friends already went to college, so i've been without exercise for a year and i'm getting fatter! i'm fat, but right now i FEEL fat! so, need to lose some weight before raya and before college! FUFUFUFU! bought it at Johnson's, and they will send it on saturday!! hurry up! hurry up!

got back home and found out that the toilet is clogged! damn it! i feel like puking when brushing my teeth due to the smell! hurry up and call the plumber! oh, and my papa bought 10 kg of sugar! i told my mama that we have a year supply of sugar.. every one's desperate for it! with all these stupid people hiding the sugars and all.. huh!

then, it's 12 midnight and so, the birthday wishes came flooding in~ kind of disappointed that dayah is not the first this year.. and haven't wish me yet.. i'll post the list from first to last of the people who wished me tomorrow~

my bed is calling me,
'till next time
hugs and kisses

a sudden impulse..

2009-08-22T14:37:00.000-07:00

Tiffany & Co. keys collection. damn it! i seriously want one! you only have to look at it to know that it takes a fortune to get one of these.. huhu!

wiping my drools off the keyboard,
will hear from me soon

XD

2009-08-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

it feels really good to tease him
it feels even better when he did the same
thou i usually feel uncomfortable with male
somehow i can pass that barrier when i'm with him

DGM: Party and Party

2009-08-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD!!! D.Gray-Man's latest 50 pages chapter after almost 5 months of wait is so, so, so cruel! and so frustrating! and so very confusing! HUHU! i wish katsura hoshino-sensei doesn't have to progress the story so fast.. i'd rather wait for the weekly chapter than having everything jumbled up in this one chapter...

it's just too much to take in one go.. whatever happens to comedy? cute? and what of continuation from kanda's story from few months ago?! and here i was expecting a continuation from the previous chapter, and all of a sudden~ it have this serious, tragic feel to the manga.. and my dearly beloved Tyki Mikk is getting even more cruel than ever! WAAAA!

kind of wish i hadn't read this chapter... oh, and yays.. the next chapter is coming in another 2 months! and it's not gonna be published weekly like how it used to be!! why! oh why! hoshino-sensei! how can you do this to us! your forever faithful readers!

maybe i should distract myself from DGM by continuing the long forgotten Darker than Black anime.. or maybe it's just as frustrating as it sounds? well, they got cute looking hero.. or maybe i should just go with Gintama instead..

went off to vegetate meself in the corner,
'till next time

it's to KILL for!

2009-08-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

have you ever got this weird feeling that when you see that particular person, you felt that you have your whole life together with him in the future.. it's like an instinct that says 'one day, you'll be with him'...? OK! eww! i sound like a lovestruck girl! OMG! eww-eth! FYI, i'm not in love alright!

it's just a weird feeling i get whenever i see him.. it's like i felt i could neutralize everything that he sees as condemning to him.. we're not really friends.. maybe? it's kind of complicated.. though we do lepak2 together.. somehow.. sometimes.. once in a blue moon... whenever he came over.. hehe!

i don't feel butterflies in my tummy, sweaty palms, or not seeing anything else around me except him, which is relatively normal for people in love.. maybe.. i dunno. never been in love before.. just a crush.. and i'm over that feeling a loong time ago.. so don't go asking how's he? or how's ur *** and bla.. bla.. bla.. cuz it's god damn annoying! u got that? thank you~

i've had this weird feeling quite some time ago.. and it doesn't bothers me much.. until, this morning. cuz i had a dream about him... uuhh.. and it's kind of stuck to my head. it's not a more-than-normal-friends kind of dream.. i couldn't recall what's the dream about, but i'm 90% sure it's just like any-other-normal-time-when-i-see-him kind of dream.. hyuu~

i'm just gonna brush off this whole thing as some pre-adulthood notions, or maybe, since i'm stuck at home all the way 'till november and didn't really go out much and meet people, and my family and his face is all i see here.. so maybe it's something as 'spur of the moment' kind of thing.. i'm hoping it's only temporary.. cuz it's making my head spins and i feel like laughing and felt nauseous at the same time at the thought of us having a relationship! HAHA!

i never disclose this matter to anyone.. not even faiek.. really don't want to discuss this whole silly notions! so please don't ask me who is it or anything regarding this matter~ it'll go away on its own~ i hope! just wanna get this thing out from my head and poured it somewhere! i'm kind of feeling much better, now that i've let it out..

OH! here's a munchkin cat! it's to KILL for! i'll snuggle and squeeze it if i ever got my hands on it! KYAAAA!!

will hear from me soon,
hugs and kisses

Life Without Gambling is Like Sushi Without Wasabi... WHAT??!

2009-08-04T01:54:00.000-07:00

yo people! huhuhu! haven't been posting any craps up here for a month now.. cuz there's nothing much going on in my life.. just sitting at home, play Sims 2, reading some fan fiction, catching up on long forgotten mangas, eat, sleep and get pissed off. that's just about it. and i know the title for this post is weird.. i took it from one of gintama's episodes title since it's stuck to my head right now~ LOL! i hate wasabi!

i was doing all of these routines every single day up to one point where i haven't been out of the house for 8 days and i've become so very very pessimistic.. i was pissed off most of the time, i get mad at every little mistake and i yelled at anybody who asked for my help.. and i became more sarcastic than ever.. that's the only part that remain 'till now~

but, i finally got out of the house on 29th July. went to tessa's house with faiek and lepak2 there and have dinner there... we share some secrets, got into a few complicated situations and gossips and some other random talking.

then on the 31st July, went out to midvalley with a friend. we ate like crazy that day! we ate takoyaki, 1901, baskin robbin and kenny rogers. perhaps we gained a few KGs by the end of the day.. LOL! then we watch the proposal and damn! i LOVE it! the movie is sooo cute! we laugh throughout the whole movie.. and.. i had fun. serious FUN! thanks a lot darling!

then on the 1st August, i have to go to Dewan Sivik MPPJ for my cousin's wedding. i'm not really close with my cousin's on my dad's side, so basically, i don't really give a damn about anything, but i still have to go anyway.. and hell! it's boring. thank god my mak ngah, pak ngah, mak njang and pak njang from my mom's side is there.. so, i ended up sitting with them at the VIP table together with a couples of tan sri and puan sri.. THANK GOD! i know i sound like i'm double-standart-ing my cousins, but i can't help it.. we just can't click with each other.. i'm closer to the aunts and uncles than the cousins.. very very different from my mom's side where all the cousins, cousin's husband and wife, aunts and uncles were so close to each other. yup! on my mom's side, we're one BIG HAPPY FAMILY! meow =3

the next day, i thought i could relax at home.. where i don't have to put on make up, wear my contact lens and stuffs.. but, my bro woke me up and tell me to get ready cuz we're going to KL for lunch.. this happens cuz, my mama have to go to ulu langat or something for a school camping closing ceremony, since she's the headmistress. papa has to drive her there cuz mama doesn't know the way.. and after the ceremony ended, they decided to go to KL to pick up papa and akim's baju melayu from the taylor.. and decided that we all should have lunch outside.. but then, there was this great big traffic jammed on the way to KL so we decided to have lunch at OU instead.. aannd, we ate kenny rogers.. the second time for me for the week.. uggh.. i'm kind of bored with it already.. eating it almost consecutively for 2 days~ theenn, we went home.. and the Wheel of Daily Routine spins again!

today, i installed the sims 2 along with university, nightlife, pets, seasons, bon voyage, etc.. it's almost completed.. except that i don't have apartment life and IKEA stuff.. gotta borrow it from munchkin.. nyaaa~~

and oh! yesss people! i cut my hair short! as in neck length kind of short! yup yuppie! now, my hair is back to it's original look, no more rebonding stuff whatsoever.. i'm trying to go with my natural (stubborn) wavy hair and see how it does.. so basically, my hair is kind of spiked up a bit due to the layering of the hair.. it's kind of funny, really.. to think that i haven't had this short of a hair in 10 years! can't wait for it to grow a lil' bit longer~ my head feels lighter.. and akim says that this hair style suits me the best.. hmm... dunno about that.. i still prefer my straight cut shoulder lenght straight hair.. and my hair is shorter than iman's hair! wawawa! now, all i have to do is style it up a lil'...

soooo, chiow for now.. wanna explore the newly installed sims 2.. hehehe! and i'm savouring the taste of daily routines once again before the twins came home for their holiday next week and we're gonna go out and lepak2 like crazy! hyuu~

'till next time
hugs and kisses

I'm HOME!

2009-07-07T12:15:00.000-07:00

i know this post is late. i was taking my time enjoying myself at home once again. damn, it feels so good to be home! and smelling malaysian food once again!! OH! the delicious-ness! i could taste the mihun-sup in my mouth already.. yum~yum! can't wait for it to be served HOT and STEAMING in the bowl! slurrp!

soooo, all in all, we got home, unpacked, go picked up our cat at the pet shop only to find that she's got a sore throat and now she sounds like as if she swalloed a frog! but my se7en is still as CUTE as ever! hoho!!

we spent most of the day sleeping, due to jet lag. then, we had dinner! OMG! OMG! somehow, the usual mamak food that we ate most of the time and kindda got bored with it taste 10 times more delicious than usual! it was perfect satisfaction! PERFECTTO! after 9 days of eating kebab, bread and some basic home cooking, finally! finally! a true malaysian cooking!

though, the one thing i feel bad about coming back here is that i can no longer talk bad things about people, in otherwise, 'mengutuk' as much as i want cuz then, they'll understand me.. HUHU!!

oh, and here's the remaining piccas of the trip to Luxembourg~

gotta go now, dinner rush~!

'till next time
au revoir

[Paris Report] Day 8

2009-07-04T11:57:00.000-07:00

we're just here in paris.. but we didn't go out of the hotel cuz iman fell asleep right after we checked into the hotel.. and he just woke up about half an hour ago..

we went out around the airport using the shuttle to look for souvenir shop and something to eat.. we're dead hungry ok! lapar giler! after we ate.. theenn.. we got some souvenirs!! yup! yup! finally i bought something and finally my money is used! hahaha!!

i bought some for my frens and some for my cuzens.. but its nothing special, really. its not key chains, dun worry.. but it still has paris and other stuff inscribed on it.. hehe! sorry i didn't get the things that some of you guys want.. its just damn expensive here! i know you shouldn't convert the prices.. but sometimes we got to that.. we're not rich people who can buy anything they want for whoever they want.

and not to forget.. some for myself too! hoho! i'll snap some pics of the souvenirs and my things and upload it later.. dun have the time to do that now cuz i have to packed my things.. AGAIN! and once i arrived at KLIA, i'm gonna buy some chocolates and perfumes at the duty free shop.. if i buy the chocolates here in paris, they will confiscate it when we're about to check in.. thats what iman says. so, its safer to buy it in malaysia..

hehehe! oh my.. right now, i'm flooded with endless happiness just by thinking that tomorrow afternoon, we'll be on our way to malaysia.. hoho! can't believe i'm actually saying this.. but i can't wait to go home.. i dun feel attached to this place at all.. in fact, i don't even want to come here for the second time unless if i got free tickets! seriously! maybe, if the weather is colder and if we have more time, it wouldn't feel so bad.. but, once is enough. at least when people asked if you've been to france, i can say i have.

it's getting darker here.. and still haven't repacked my things.. and right now, i'm missing my frens and dayah soooo much! can't wait to see them again! tessa and dayah! i know u guys are reading this.. miss u all sooo much! tess and faiek, i'll see you guys next week! twinz, leeka and dayah, i might be going to penang sometime in july.. but dun get ur hopes too high.. maybe.. just maybe.. insya-Allah.

will hear from me soon
hugs and kisses!

[Metz Report] Day 7

2009-07-03T14:54:00.000-07:00

today was... nothing.. yeah. nothing. no big happy things happen.. today was tiring.. and totally pisses my ass off!! i'm not gonna go into details.. its just gonna irritates me more. it got nothing to do with the people around here.. just some stupid internal affairs.

so, today we went out around town.. well.. not really. we only went to gallerie lafayette.. its one of the leading department stores in france.. something like harrods. but not so expensive.. we buy nothing there cuz its just plain expensive.

then we went home and start to pack our things. it was hectic and damn tiring.. and i smell like shit here due to over-sweating.. and i'm gonna take a nice bath later cuz we won't have time tomorrow. we have to be on our way by 5 am cuz our rented car's time limit is until 10 am.

then we'll be going around paris once again to get some souvenirs. aand thats all for today.. not in the mood to upload pics yet.. just wanna bathe and get some sleep.

nitey nite!
'till next time

[Luxembourg Report] Day 6

2009-07-03T02:46:00.000-07:00

the report is one day late.. i know.. not in the mood for blogging last night .. back to the main story..the trip was...short.. thanks to the blazing hot sun! damn it! it was fricking hot OK! like 32 degrees kind of hot..

the building is nice.. kind of got a different feel instead of in france.. its hard to believe that luxembourg is a different country from france and the size is like.. the size of melaka? LOL but we're pretty close to belgium but iman says things are expensive there and there was a traffic jammed..

i like the people in luxembourg.. aside from staring at my mama all the time cuz there seems to be nobody there wears tudung and iman says so himself.. wow.. and we meet this nice indonesian uncle and there seems to be a trip from the chinese community. people in luxembourg CAN speak in english! finally some english! iman says that if they want to pass high school, they have to pass three language tests, french, german and english. wow...

and the people there have a high standard of living.. partly due to their high salary.. most of the shops there are branded shops.. and expensive cars are like.. everywhere. you can see BMW, Peugeot and Audi almost everywhere you go.. its like kancil and proton cars in luxembourg.. that's cuz european cars are cheap here.. less taxes.. and my dad's new C200 Mercedes is a taxi here! damn! though most of 'em are Avant-Garde version instead Elegance..

so.. we went to the park and.. oh.. luxembourg's scenery is kinda weird but nice.. i dunno how to exactly describe it.. so i'll do it with pictures instead.. buuutt.. i don't have the pics with me right now.. so.. later dude!

my mama bought some souvenirs and as usual i haven't bought anything yet.. my money has been left untouched in the purse ever since i landed in france.. sad.. basically, there's no shopping when you travel with ur parents cuz they think its a waste of money and they'll start saying "we're here not to shop.. we can do that in malaysia.." and bla bla bla.. hello mom and dad! my body is like an european size kind of body.. not the kurus kering, petite typical type of malaysians.. and this is like an opportunity to buy clothes MY SIZE that doesn't cost more than RM200 as the usual price for my clothes.. its not like i want to buy those branded clothes here! the last time i went to london, i bought 3 pairs of jeans that cost 5 pounds each! 5 POUNDS! and i'm still wearing it now.. huhu!

forgive my random ramblings.. i'm just a 'lil pissed! that's all.. and confused.. dunno what to buy for my frens.. takkan nk beli key chains that says PARIS or stuffs like that? even when the twins went to penang they bought us a key chain and a pair of earrings each.. huhu! and i'm in france.. there must be something else other than key chains.. but i don't have the time to browse through a shop.. u know why.. i already said it in my last post.. T_T

thank god we're going out around metz this evening and we're going back to paris tomorrow.. i don't like paris, but the reason i'm looking forward to go to paris tomorrow is because of, i want to get my hands on a collection of postcards with classic pictures.. fell in love with it the moment i saw them.. and maybe i want to go to sephora to find some things for my frens and cuzens.. sorry if i don't get some things that you guys want.. limited everything..

not much story about luxembourg rite? thats cuz we were there for 3 hours or so.. not much to do and kinda lost our mood for cam whoring and touring cuz of the weather..

'till next time
hugs and kisses

[Colmar Report] Day 5

2009-07-01T01:29:00.000-07:00

as the title says, we went to colmar today! YAYS!! its the original colmar.. not the bukit tinggi whatsoever! meow=3 we left at 12 noon cuz my brothers woke up late.. thank god its only a 2 hours drive.. and as usual, the scenery is beautiful! no need to explain any further..

this picture on the right is taken at a petrol station, on the way to colmar.. unfortunately, Strasbourg is not on our list cuz we have limited time.. we can go there actually cuz its just a few kms ahead of colmar, but.. mama and papa is tired and all.. so.. you get the whole picture already. huhu! and Switzerland is only 66kms away from colmar.. damn!

iman drove to colmar all the way and he's excited as usual cuz colmar was the first place he was sent to for 2 years to learn language before being transfer to Metz for the real engineering study. so, he showed us around, the place he used to live, his language school etc.

<--- its the Court of Colmar.. one of the first things we saw when we arrived.. but, we toured the old town instead cuz that's the main deal in coming to colmar.. hehe! gosh! i love it soo much! the place is very classic and its actually the original building from a few centuries ago.. they purposely preserve it.

and there's a strong resemblance to the colmar in bukit tinggi.. obviously, cuz they copied the architectural and design.. and it was damn HOT here! i'll say it again.. i dun feel like i'm at the real colmar if it wasn't for the people and the souvenir shops..

so we wandered around and take pictures and the usual stuffs.. LOL! my mama bought some souvenirs, but i didn't buy anything.. actually, i haven't bought any souvenirs yet.. thanks to my papa who is always in a hurry.. to him, if we're here to sight-seeing, then do only that.. no shopping or whatsoever.. huhu! BORING! i just have to endure it since he's paying for everything..

ok.. back to the main story.. the pic on the right above is one of the few actual building, preserve from the 9th century or something.. its veerryy old and scary.. if seen up close..

on the left is Maison Pfister.. my bro said its where most of france's philosopher and intellectual from centuries ago was born.. and now, the bottom of the place has been turned into a wine shop.. but some of the tiles is actually the faces of those philosophers and their names.. most of them that i've never heard of.. hehe!

next, the pic on the right is my mama and papa at one of the many corners in the old town.. cute eyh~~

we finished touring the old town, then my papa drove the car back to Metz, and every one is tired and hungry and sleepy..

so, that concludes all for today.. we'll be going to Frankfurt, German or Luxembourg tomorrow.. which ever.. asalkan pegi.. LOL! i'm sleepy as hell! and wish to go to bed.. nite people!

'till next time
oyasumi~nasai!

[Metz Report] Day 4

2009-06-30T15:01:00.000-07:00

today is iman's graduation day.. but only my mama and papa went to the ceremony.. cuz iman only bought two tickets.. apparently there's a ticketing system for graduation ceremony here in France.. weird.

it starts at 2 pm 'till 6 pm.. so during those four hours, me and akim stayed at the apartment.. i just watched some movies at the comp.. and at 4.30 pm, got ready to go out to.. me and akim planned to go to iman's ceremony time da nak abis.. hehe

but, akim fell asleep! damn it! i rang the bell at my bro's apartment for quite some time but no one answered.. huh! so much for going! since i'm bored to hell, i went out on my own.. hoho! i walk and walk and walk, then i realized that i'm in front of the train station! my god! jauh gler da jln.. haha..

then, i wandered around for about an hour, and went back to the apartment cuz my mama and papa might be coming home soon, and they dun have the keys~ nyaa~~

so, basically, thats all that happened for today.. huhu! boring rite?

will hear from me soon
au revoir

Pics in Metz

2009-06-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

from left: akim, papa and iman

the opera house in Metz

the shining thingy at the top is actually a clock

Cathédrale Saint-Étienne de Metz

the stained glass windows

night view

iman is shorter than me k~

[Metz Report] Day 3

2009-06-29T14:41:00.000-07:00

it's already the third day and its fricking HOT here!! feels like in malaise.. only that the wind here is cold.. huhu! don't have the full feel of being in a four seasons country..

there ain't much going on for today.. all of us were basi-ing at the apartment for the whole morning cuz iman was using the car to get few things done at his university.. and to camwhore for the last time with his french friends before graduating and leaving here for good..

me, mama, papa and akim went out on our own cuz we were starving and my mama can't cook cuz we ran out of groceries. then, halfway through the journey, iman picked us up with the car then we went to Shalimar Restaurant.. one of the few halal restaurant around here and it serves indian food so we ate nasi beriani for the super late, extra starving lunch.. we ate the buffet offer which cost 8 euros per head.. multiply that by 5 and i just ate the most expensive nasi beriani in my life! hehe!

after we bloat ourselves with the delicious indian cooking, we went to buy the groceries at this one underground supermarket which sells halal meat.. by the way, its 2-3 KM walk from the restaurant.. well, that should compensate for all the calories intake we had earlier! LOL! but the walk was not tiring at all cuz we feasted our eyes on the beautiful scenery, the buildings around the shopping district, and not to forget the cathedral. its one of the few gothic cathedrals here in france.. and its extremely artistic! and gothic! with all the gargoyles, elaborated arcs and pillars, and the beautiful stained glasses decorating the windows of the church.

after we bought the groceries, camwhore a little, and hurt our feet from walking too much, we went back aaanndd my mama and papa slept through out the whole evening while i watched a few movies and feeling extremely bored and while my two bros went to a farewell party at the U..

they just got back a few minutes ago, and now we want to go out to watch the scenery at night.. btw, its already 12.25 AM here.. and the night is dark! hehe!

so.. ciow for now.. i'm going sight seeing at night!

'till next time
hugs and kisses

[Metz Report] Day 2

2009-06-28T14:15:00.000-07:00

i'm in Metz, currently typing while looking at the TGV station in front of my bro's apartment.. and its 11.16 PM here and baru je malam..

we woke up this morning and checked out from the hotel, then hop on the car and drove to Metz. the journey took up 4 hours and the view is breathtakingly beautiful! lots of country houses, winery, champagne village, hills full of flowers, black and white cows, healthy and fat cows, and amazing coffees and mochachino! hoho!!

we arrived at metz, and man! the town is beautiful! it really is calm and peaceful here! and finally i get to see where my bro has been living for the past 5 years.. well, the first thing i see when i entered his apartment was the kitchen.. and its small.. i can't desribe how small the kitchen is.. hehe! then my mama cooked telur goreng and kurma daging~~ yum! yum!

then, me, mama and papa went to iman's friend's room on the 5th floor (iman's at the 2nd) since his room couldn't fit all of us there.. but his friend's room is bigger than his.. and right now, my mom and dad is sleeping.. actually, they've been sleeping ever since we settled down in this room.. huhu!

but.. about 2 hours ago, us the three siblings went to see iman's engineering school (ENIM) and went straight to the park.. and damn! it's beautiful there! love the lake and as usual, me and akim camwhored ourselves like crazy all over the place. lots of greenery, flowers and the roses smell so good here! and fat too!

i'll upload the pics tomorrow cuz the camera is with my bro and i'm too lazy to go get it. he~

i guess well be going around town tomorrow, need to buy some groceries since the fridge is empty! then after iman's graduation day on tuesday, maybe.. just maybe we'll be going to strasbourg or frankfurt in german since these two places is only 2 hours drive from here.. but we'll be going to luxembourg for sure! hehe! can't wait!

nitey~nite!
hugs and kisses

Day 1 Piccas!

2009-06-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

Not Edited.. the light there is real~~

That's a Military School back there.. cool eit?

will hear from me soon
au revoir

[Paris Report] : Day 1

2009-06-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

i'm in paris! but.. i dun feel all that excited.. honestly, i prefer london than france.. huhu! and i'm writing with a french keyboard, so i feel like an idiot cuz i'm typing soooo slow... i even have to press shift to get a dot! sooo twisted.. after today, i can say that france is twisted in every way possible! the people, road, subway, MANNERS.. and many more.. sakitkan hati je bler ingat blk.. hehe!

ok.. to the main story~~

OHMfG!!!!!!!!! i'm fricking tired!! right after we landed, we went straight to iman's friend's (Luke) apartment and stayed there for about 2 hours before we can check in to the hotel.. we ate nasi with rendang ayam, sambal ikan bilis and udang goreng.. Luke's mom brought it alllll the way from malaise~ hahaha!! later we went to the hotel and checked in and sleep for about an hour then went out to tour paris..

miraculously, we toured paris in one day! ONE DAY!! and only using our own two feet and the subway.. ok.. here's the deal with paris people.. they're a bunch of idiotic people, egoistical, selfish and bla bla bla... they're a total opposite with the london people.. seriously.. so, the conclusion is that.. i don't like paris! not to mention they're very racist.. so what if my mama is wearing tudung?? you dun have to stare at her like she's an alien!! freak people!! huh!

i hate paris doesn't mean that i hate france.. i can't wait to go to Metz (iman's place) and Colmar. its all in the country side and my bro said that its very calm there.. and not so many people around.. GOOD! i like that.. there's just sooo many people here in paris and there's car parked everywhere and way too many black (african). somehow, i feel like i'm in africa instead of paris.. huhu!!

so, we went to the eiffle tower, and some other places that i dunno the name cuz it's so twisted.. we took a lot of pictures.. well, me and akim practically camwhored throughout the whole day.. so there's a lot of our pics instead of the others! LOL! but i won't upload the pics today cuz i'm very tired right now.. so i'll just do it tomorrow.. hehe..

oh, its 11.03 PM here but.. BUT.. hari baru je gelap.. i know.. amazing right? its soo late at night but its not even dark yet.. haha!! ok.. soo, i GTG.. need to sleep to regain my energy..

'till next time
hugs and kisses

i'm coming brother!

2009-06-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

I'm off to FRANCE tonite to attend my eldest bro's graduation ceremony! wwoohhooooo!! please wish me well! and let's hope nothing happen on the way there.. I love u all, and will bring back souvenirs~ i'll be in france for 9 days and i'll be updating my psycho panda with everyday report~ hyuu!

muahh! muahh!
hugs and kisses!
will hear from me soon

sleepover [part 2]

2009-06-25T09:01:00.000-07:00

continuing from part 1... two of dayah's friends from penang joined us halfway thru our shopping spree, wan and amin.. i think.. MAN.. they're a bunch of crazy people! funny! it was fun and cute to see dayah with these two eiffle tower tall people next to her! hehe! they helped us carry our stuff.. dayah practically bullied them! nyaa~ then, they went home.. and we went home too..

we didn't go anywhere on sunday cuz it's father's day.. so i called my papa! oh, i gave him a card saying: "my banker, i love u so much! the more you lose your hair the more i love u! and keep on spending money on me!" together with a quotes book titled "Hooked on Golf". he said thanks and "how dare u said i'm bald!" HAHAHA! CUTE! pak de and mak de's long time best friend came over from jordan and we celebrated father's day together! dayah bought this american chocolate cake and she decorated it with smarties.. saying "DAD" with a small love at the bottom.. aww.. it was so heart warming!

then we spend the rest of the day watching Make It Happen and Bring It On All or Nothing. dude! the movie was sooo cool! i wish i could dance like 'em! shit la man.. hehe! okay.. on to the next day, me, dayah and nina went to alamanda, and i bought some stuffs there.. hehe! can't stop myself from buying things ma... huhu! let see..

my first ever sun glasses! i bought it at NOSE.
thankies dayah! for choosing it for me!

eyeshadows from silky girl and
white eyeliner from elianto

after that, i teman dayah to buy some groceries from carrefour cuz she want's to cook nasi goreng for dinner~ and boy, it was delicious! it's a simple nasi goreng with ikan bilis.. but i love it! and thanks for making me eat the salad.. it was delicious too..! now i'm starting to like vege~

then, on tuesday, while waiting for my mom to pick me up, we watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall.. it's sad, funny, stupid, crazy, dirty etc. but i like.. it was stress relieving! but, tak sempat tgk habis cuz my mama sampai cepat.. huhu! then, me, my mom, my bro and his girfriend went to alamanda.. heheh! more shopping! i know.. i know.. ur gonna say "my GOD! this girl tak habis2 shopping seyh!" LOL! but i haven't found my shoes yet.. and besides akim wants to buy his jeans and shirt.. he bought it at ESPRIT cuz there's a big sale there.. and my mama bought kak mary a purse! how sweet~~!

and not to forget, i finally! found my pair of shoe at CLARKS~

i know it's not the best looking shoe, but the one i want da abis stok.. huhu! damn! oh well.. at least it's comfortable.. and easy to walk in..~ hehe! thanks mama! i think i'm starting to like it..

soo... that's all then.. no part 3 or watsoever.. thanks a lot dayah and kak fara for treating me like a princess! i enjoyed everything we did and rase mcm tak nak balik rumah seyh.. huhu! cook for me again one day! and next time i'll belanje u for lunch or dinner~ LOVES u much!

delilah hearts dayah!
hugs and kisses!

sleepover [part 1]

2009-06-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

I'm back! hoho! haven't been posting craps here for more than a week cuz i've been sleeping over at my cousin's house~ nyaa! so, i'm reporting about things and stuffs that i've been doing in the past 5 days! let's see...

on thursday, i went to munchkin's house cuz my mama wants to see her mama, which is my grandmama~ i spend one night there, and we talk and did some crazy stuff, as usual~ he! on friday, we went out to sunway for a short while cuz munchkin wants to get this pair of wedges she's been eyeing~ theeenn, we went back home and mak de and pak de is already there, so i pack my stuff and hop on their car and went to putrajaya, dayah's house~ that's where the fun begins!

i arrived at dayah's house, and i hug her like crazy!! GOD! i miss her soooo much! and i'm missing her even now.. meow =3. we did some bitch talking and at midnight, me and dayah went to pick kak fara at cyberjaya.. then we lepak lepak at old town white coffee, kak fara belanja seyh! i ate chicken cheese ham, and kaya butter toast, akak ate garlic bread and dayah ate.. hmmm... wat was it again... some kind of cantonese noodle? but it's delicious! everything there is delicious! thanks akak!

oh, we lepak there 'till 1 am, then we went to angah's house to see their new kittens! kawaii-desu!

on saturday, me, dayah and kak fara went to midvalley~ akak has to go meet her friends from work, so me and dayah went shopping!!! dayah was looking for a bag to go to class~ and she found a black handbag.. let see.. i bought some stuff too.. let seeeee....

gold necklace from vincci accesories

500 delicious desserts recipe from MPH

i dunno the name of the shop..
but this bag is huge!
i can stuff almost everything in here! haha!

to be continued in part 2...

OMG!

2009-06-12T10:56:00.000-07:00

today, i drove to the twinz house together with syira to help them pack their things.. well, not exactly.. just to hang out there.. menyibuk and buat muke tak malu as usual.. hohoho! then, we went to tessa's house cuz she couldn't go out so late at night.. we talk and talk and talk and as usual, us, the switch-bitch do some bitch-talking~ LOL! i missed that!

then, faiek, ajim and wan joined us.. and we do some more talking.. it seems, everyone has something to talk, that no one is actually listening! HAHAHA! macam kat pasar seyh! we went home at 12.30 am..

huh.. that was probably our last lepak2 time for the time being.. i'm gonna miss them like HELL!! oh, hate to mention it, but i cried two days ago.. hey! i missed everything that happens to us all.. from lepak-ing to outing and sleepover, cooking carbonara and spagetthi, camwhoring at school one day before SPM, raya trip to everyone's house, me and tess skipped class to hang out with the others in class, and soo many other things! i wish i could go back in time and re-lived those moments! they're so unforgettable!

so, the conclusion is, i cried. finally cried.. hehe! it's amazing and upseting at the same time, to think that time passes too fast! oh well, all in all, form 5 will always be the best year ever despite the SPM thingy and a few other crisis.. that was the time when all of us came together, and i'm not satisfied with the very little time we all spent with each other!

when there's me and tess we'll be the switch-bitch. then, when there's five of us, me, tess, twinz and faeik, we're the famous 5/ 5 musketeer. add zalikha and hazwani, there's the promising 7. THEN, add sharmin, syira, ajim, nizam, wan, syu and haziq, KABOOM! there's the ocean 13+1! HAHAHA! so many group names! but i love all of 'em!

p/s: i love u all! always have and always will!

'till next time
adieu~

Confusion Strikes Again!

2009-06-10T10:12:00.000-07:00

OMfG! i'm the only one left who haven't decide where and what to study! i'm feeling rather left out here cuz by next week, i'll be the only one in my group to stay basi at home! GOD!

the twinz are going to take up matriculation in physical science in penang, together with zalika. nizam is also in matrics, only he's in melaka. syira's going to uitm end of this month, so does wan and syu. i'm not sure what they're taking but i'm sure they'll be under the same faculty. ajim's going to limkokwing to take up architecture and i don't know when he's going. haziq's already in UIA taking TESL or whatsoever. hazwani's going to UIA too, but i'm not sure what she's taking. tessa is already in UiTM shah alam, studying law, and last is faiek who is actually the first to go among us. she's in teikyou U, preparing to go to japan in 2 years time.

so.. that leaves me.. and sharmin actually.. but she decided to enter U next year. so, we're back to square 1, which is me and only me. HUH! i'm having an extremely hard time here! OK?! it's just soo damn fucking hard to decide on what to take cuz i'm thinking waaayyy too much!

ok, here's my choices up to now. the first one is, MSU in shah alam. if i go there, i'll be taking either hotel management or public relations and entertainment management. MARA loan is available, and i already have a place to live, which is in walking distance with the U... and my cousins are studying there too.. and my brother is studying in shah alam, so if there's anything, i could just phone him. sounds good right? but the thing is! it's next admission date is in NOVEMBER! i'm gonna basi at home for another 5 months?!! DAMN!

so.. that takes me to my second choice, which is SEGi damansara. i'm gonna take american degree programme in management and communication.. perhaps. the only advantages here is that, it's a lil' bit cheaper than taking up diploma and degree in other U, and it saves time cuz i can get my degree in 4 years. admission date is in august, and the campus is nice! BUT! there's the usual loan and accomodation probs.

so.. that takes me to my third choice, which is ICSA. it stands for Institute of Chartered Secretaries and Administrations. now, i'm not very clear about this program cuz i just found out about it today. my dad says that it's hard and not many people passed it. it's quite expensive but not exceeding 60k.. it originates from UK and it's more like a core training and studying to be a secretary in corporate companies. GOOD! i love secretarial jobs. MARA loan available obviously cuz i found out about it at Kolej Poly-Tech MARA's website. to do this ICSA, i have to do the ICSA matriculation for one year, then go to the profesional diploma program and then to the International Qualifying Scheme, which is, other than the one year matriculation, i'm not very clear about the other two. and there's the accomodation probs, as usual. but this program is available at KPTM kuala lumpur, UiTM shah alam and other U in KL. so, i have to ask my dad more about it and call the headquarters. my mom says that if u graduated from ICSA, u'll get a quite high paying job.. that's tempting enough.

well, that's all my choices for now. but, i'm thinking more on the ICSA and MSU. i dunno what to decide right now.. cuz i'm reaallyyy confused! and other probs as well, which i'm not gonna type it down to make this post longer than it already is.

'till next time,
hugs and kissess

Food Hunting~

2009-06-06T12:57:00.000-07:00

hehehehe! food hunting at 4 am! me and my bro couldn't sleep, so we hunt for some really early morning snacks! LOL! i know its not good for our body and all~ but i couldn't sleep on an empty stomach either.. anyway.. it's just a small amount of food... that's all~

let's see..

my bro ate all of the leftover mihun goreng from lunch.. and i ate a few sticks of strawberry flavoured love letters.. yum!yum! and then, i went back to my room.. but, a few minutes later, my bro came out of his room and hunt for mooorree food! GOD! no wonder he's getting chubbier! hehehe!

let's see..

i suggested some leftover mee goreng in the frigde from our lunch 2 days ago.. hehe! and some chipsmore, chocolates, nuts.. buuutt.. he ended up eating bread and butter.. hu! he must be realllyy hungry.. somehow.. i'm starting to think that guys have bottomless pit kind of tummy! HAHAHA!

well, i already ate my midnight snack, and i've blogged.. aannnddd~ it's time to sleep~

nitey~nite!
will hear from me soon

FANGIRLISMS!!

2009-06-02T23:06:00.000-07:00

fangirlism mode ON! hehehe~ it seems that i'm back in the mood for some good, steaming hot YAOI!! hohoho!

AKI

FYI, yaoi means boy x boy love=GAY! LOL! once again, thanks to my munchkin for introducing me to these wonderful babies! ok.. i know a lot of people find it weird that i like these stuff, but hey, in japan and other countries its pretty normal.. though its extremely against the religion.. but i just love it.

now, now, dun go thinking that i'm lesbian or something.. i'm STRAIGHT! STRAIGHT AS AN ARROW!

Kisaragi Hirotaka

i just love to read it in the comic cuz the characters are just sooo damn cute! fucking cute! and hot! sizzling hot! and i have to admit, a few steaming scenes wouldn't hurt anybody.. though i have to say it does sore my throat from over screaming and perhaps a few cases of dizziness due to overheating~~ HOHOHO!

Yamane Ayano

but i'm not into real life gays. it's not like i'm against them, but the main reason why i read YAOI is due to the cute UKE (bottom) and hot SEME (top)! so, you can say i love them only in the manga and anime world~ i have more than 5GB of yaoi manga and it keeps on growing! hyuu~ i can't seem to stop myself from downloading and reading 'em!

'till next time
adieu~

When She Loved Me by Sarah McLachlan

2009-06-02T05:14:00.000-07:00

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she'd say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she'd look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.

currently, i'm obsessed with this song.. the meaning is very deep. Well, it's not like it has anything to do with my life.. my besties and i are on good terms thou i do have the feeling that we'll grow apart one day, buuutt~ let's just think positively for now~ and try our very best! hyuu~

btw, you can listen to this song on my page categorized as melodies.

will hear from me soon,
hugs and kisses

why psycho panda

2009-06-01T12:02:00.000-07:00

alrite, i've forgot to explain the meaning behind the weird? name for my blog~ ^o^
psycho panda is actually a name for a YAOI *squeel!!!!* scanlating group.. i took the name cuz it coincides with wat my cuzen, muchkin, said about me.

ok, for starters, panda is my self-acclaim animal names among my cuzens.. though the only person who calls me panda is my munchkin. and she happens to found this cute icon of a panda, eyes squinting and an evil smile on the panda's face. and... munchkin said that, that panda in the icon looks exactly like me when i'm up to no good! HARHAR!

well, i like it! though i'm not really a pyscho.. i'm normal! but rite now, i can't find the panda icon anywhere, so i'll upload it later when it has been found!

now. i'm off to bed to dream my sweet dreams!

nitey~nite!

why halo thar!

2009-06-01T10:57:00.000-07:00

ok.. this my 2nd attempt on a blog.. ehehe. the first one has looonng been forgotten cuz of my never ending laziness.. and the URL are just to complicated? LOL! i may not update my blog everyday but hey, who said i dun have things going on in my life rite now.. thou i must admit that i'm frickin' basi, staying at home, no contact with the outside world, i dun give a shit 'bout wat's happening outside there as long as it doesn't bother my life! ho! oh, not to forget, fattening up the already fat me.. eating all those carbs and sugar. ~yummy~

alrite~ cut the crap!

it's already june 2009! OMG! OMG! OMG! i can't believe i actually rot myself at home for half a year! doing nothing but craps! but then, when i think back, THIS TIME OF OUR LIFE is the only time when we got such loonnggg breaks! i mean, i'm going to U in a few more months (though it haven't been decided where). i'll be busy with study, meeting new people and all those stuff. though honestly speaking, i dun really want to meet new peeps, if its possible, i would LOVE to grab all my frens with me and go thru college life together!

but sometimes, i get this shits in my head that i want to go away, and i mean seriously waaay awaaay! where no one knows me and i can start a new life.. well, its not like my life sucks but hey, sometimes other peeps got those too rite.. you feel like going away, and come back as someone different and something new.. maybe its my brain sending clues that i should get some revolution? hahaha!

then again, perhaps i'm just bored with my current life.. nothing new.. everyday is the same.. but i'm just to layzeyh! to do things.. ^_^

'till next time
adieu~

graceful scribble

these people..

an irritating post about irritating feelings

eyes and windows

sunshines

bounce

crappy start

Half-made Decision

upgrading

once in a blue moon update

ugghh....

mindless updates

one crazy day! literally!

mind torture!

orientation + first lecture

a few days ago in history...

pills, pills, pills.......

zero fuel level...

a pickle graduation...

ugghh...

when life gives you lemon..

one yaaarrr!

sleepover, laughter, pie, raya..

my kind of holiday~

......

Nov 8th's Reception~ Kak Mahani's Reception

Nov 7th's wedding~ FATAH + MAHANI

busy november

hooked..

kenduri + surprise b'day party~

i did a quiz~

very very late raya wishes...

random updates

a state of annoyance

a melancholy occasion..

it's that time of the year...

a sudden impulse..

XD

DGM: Party and Party

it's to KILL for!

Life Without Gambling is Like Sushi Without Wasabi... WHAT??!

I'm HOME!

[Paris Report] Day 8

[Metz Report] Day 7

[Luxembourg Report] Day 6

[Colmar Report] Day 5

[Metz Report] Day 4

Pics in Metz

[Metz Report] Day 3

[Metz Report] Day 2

Day 1 Piccas!

[Paris Report] : Day 1

i'm coming brother!

sleepover [part 2]

sleepover [part 1]

OMG!

Confusion Strikes Again!

Food Hunting~

FANGIRLISMS!!

When She Loved Me by Sarah McLachlan

why *psycho panda*

why halo thar!

why psycho panda