[Metz Report] Day 4

today is iman's graduation day.. but only my mama and papa went to the ceremony.. cuz iman only bought two tickets.. apparently there's a ticketing system for graduation ceremony here in France.. weird.

it starts at 2 pm 'till 6 pm.. so during those four hours, me and akim stayed at the apartment.. i just watched some movies at the comp.. and at 4.30 pm, got ready to go out to.. me and akim planned to go to iman's ceremony time da nak abis.. hehe

but, akim fell asleep! damn it! i rang the bell at my bro's apartment for quite some time but no one answered.. huh! so much for going! since i'm bored to hell, i went out on my own.. hoho! i walk and walk and walk, then i realized that i'm in front of the train station! my god! jauh gler da jln.. haha..

then, i wandered around for about an hour, and went back to the apartment cuz my mama and papa might be coming home soon, and they dun have the keys~ nyaa~~

so, basically, thats all that happened for today.. huhu! boring rite?

will hear from me soon
au revoir

Pics in Metz

from left: akim, papa and iman

the opera house in Metz

the shining thingy at the top is actually a clock

Cathédrale Saint-Étienne de Metz

the stained glass windows

night view

US

iman is shorter than me k~

[Metz Report] Day 3

it's already the third day and its fricking HOT here!! feels like in malaise.. only that the wind here is cold.. huhu! don't have the full feel of being in a four seasons country..

there ain't much going on for today.. all of us were basi-ing at the apartment for the whole morning cuz iman was using the car to get few things done at his university.. and to camwhore for the last time with his french friends before graduating and leaving here for good..

me, mama, papa and akim went out on our own cuz we were starving and my mama can't cook cuz we ran out of groceries. then, halfway through the journey, iman picked us up with the car then we went to Shalimar Restaurant.. one of the few halal restaurant around here and it serves indian food so we ate nasi beriani for the super late, extra starving lunch.. we ate the buffet offer which cost 8 euros per head.. multiply that by 5 and i just ate the most expensive nasi beriani in my life! hehe!

after we bloat ourselves with the delicious indian cooking, we went to buy the groceries at this one underground supermarket which sells halal meat.. by the way, its 2-3 KM walk from the restaurant.. well, that should compensate for all the calories intake we had earlier! LOL! but the walk was not tiring at all cuz we feasted our eyes on the beautiful scenery, the buildings around the shopping district, and not to forget the cathedral. its one of the few gothic cathedrals here in france.. and its extremely artistic! and gothic! with all the gargoyles, elaborated arcs and pillars, and the beautiful stained glasses decorating the windows of the church.

after we bought the groceries, camwhore a little, and hurt our feet from walking too much, we went back aaanndd my mama and papa slept through out the whole evening while i watched a few movies and feeling extremely bored and while my two bros went to a farewell party at the U..

they just got back a few minutes ago, and now we want to go out to watch the scenery at night.. btw, its already 12.25 AM here.. and the night is dark! hehe!

so.. ciow for now.. i'm going sight seeing at night!

'till next time
hugs and kisses

[Metz Report] Day 2

i'm in Metz, currently typing while looking at the TGV station in front of my bro's apartment.. and its 11.16 PM here and baru je malam..

we woke up this morning and checked out from the hotel, then hop on the car and drove to Metz. the journey took up 4 hours and the view is breathtakingly beautiful! lots of country houses, winery, champagne village, hills full of flowers, black and white cows, healthy and fat cows, and amazing coffees and mochachino! hoho!!

we arrived at metz, and man! the town is beautiful! it really is calm and peaceful here! and finally i get to see where my bro has been living for the past 5 years.. well, the first thing i see when i entered his apartment was the kitchen.. and its small.. i can't desribe how small the kitchen is.. hehe! then my mama cooked telur goreng and kurma daging~~ yum! yum!

then, me, mama and papa went to iman's friend's room on the 5th floor (iman's at the 2nd) since his room couldn't fit all of us there.. but his friend's room is bigger than his.. and right now, my mom and dad is sleeping.. actually, they've been sleeping ever since we settled down in this room.. huhu!

but.. about 2 hours ago, us the three siblings went to see iman's engineering school (ENIM) and went straight to the park.. and damn! it's beautiful there! love the lake and as usual, me and akim camwhored ourselves like crazy all over the place. lots of greenery, flowers and the roses smell so good here! and fat too!

i'll upload the pics tomorrow cuz the camera is with my bro and i'm too lazy to go get it. he~

i guess well be going around town tomorrow, need to buy some groceries since the fridge is empty! then after iman's graduation day on tuesday, maybe.. just maybe we'll be going to strasbourg or frankfurt in german since these two places is only 2 hours drive from here.. but we'll be going to luxembourg for sure! hehe! can't wait!

nitey~nite!
hugs and kisses

Day 1 Piccas!

Not Edited.. the light there is real~~

That's a Military School back there.. cool eit?

will hear from me soon
au revoir

[Paris Report] : Day 1

i'm in paris! but.. i dun feel all that excited.. honestly, i prefer london than france.. huhu! and i'm writing with a french keyboard, so i feel like an idiot cuz i'm typing soooo slow... i even have to press shift to get a dot! sooo twisted.. after today, i can say that france is twisted in every way possible! the people, road, subway, MANNERS.. and many more.. sakitkan hati je bler ingat blk.. hehe!

ok.. to the main story~~

OHMfG!!!!!!!!! i'm fricking tired!! right after we landed, we went straight to iman's friend's (Luke) apartment and stayed there for about 2 hours before we can check in to the hotel.. we ate nasi with rendang ayam, sambal ikan bilis and udang goreng.. Luke's mom brought it alllll the way from malaise~ hahaha!! later we went to the hotel and checked in and sleep for about an hour then went out to tour paris..

miraculously, we toured paris in one day! ONE DAY!! and only using our own two feet and the subway.. ok.. here's the deal with paris people.. they're a bunch of idiotic people, egoistical, selfish and bla bla bla... they're a total opposite with the london people.. seriously.. so, the conclusion is that.. i don't like paris! not to mention they're very racist.. so what if my mama is wearing tudung?? you dun have to stare at her like she's an alien!! freak people!! huh!

i hate paris doesn't mean that i hate france.. i can't wait to go to Metz (iman's place) and Colmar. its all in the country side and my bro said that its very calm there.. and not so many people around.. GOOD! i like that.. there's just sooo many people here in paris and there's car parked everywhere and way too many black (african). somehow, i feel like i'm in africa instead of paris.. huhu!!

so, we went to the eiffle tower, and some other places that i dunno the name cuz it's so twisted.. we took a lot of pictures.. well, me and akim practically camwhored throughout the whole day.. so there's a lot of our pics instead of the others! LOL! but i won't upload the pics today cuz i'm very tired right now.. so i'll just do it tomorrow.. hehe..

oh, its 11.03 PM here but.. BUT.. hari baru je gelap.. i know.. amazing right? its soo late at night but its not even dark yet.. haha!! ok.. soo, i GTG.. need to sleep to regain my energy..

'till next time
hugs and kisses

i'm coming brother!

I'm off to FRANCE tonite to attend my eldest bro's graduation ceremony! wwoohhooooo!! please wish me well! and let's hope nothing happen on the way there.. I love u all, and will bring back souvenirs~ i'll be in france for 9 days and i'll be updating my psycho panda with everyday report~ hyuu!

muahh! muahh!
hugs and kisses!
will hear from me soon

sleepover [part 2]

continuing from part 1... two of dayah's friends from penang joined us halfway thru our shopping spree, wan and amin.. i think.. MAN.. they're a bunch of crazy people! funny! it was fun and cute to see dayah with these two eiffle tower tall people next to her! hehe! they helped us carry our stuff.. dayah practically bullied them! nyaa~ then, they went home.. and we went home too..

we didn't go anywhere on sunday cuz it's father's day.. so i called my papa! oh, i gave him a card saying: "my banker, i love u so much! the more you lose your hair the more i love u! and keep on spending money on me!" together with a quotes book titled "Hooked on Golf". he said thanks and "how dare u said i'm bald!" HAHAHA! CUTE! pak de and mak de's long time best friend came over from jordan and we celebrated father's day together! dayah bought this american chocolate cake and she decorated it with smarties.. saying "DAD" with a small love at the bottom.. aww.. it was so heart warming!

then we spend the rest of the day watching Make It Happen and Bring It On All or Nothing. dude! the movie was sooo cool! i wish i could dance like 'em! shit la man.. hehe! okay.. on to the next day, me, dayah and nina went to alamanda, and i bought some stuffs there.. hehe! can't stop myself from buying things ma... huhu! let see..

my first ever sun glasses! i bought it at NOSE.
thankies dayah! for choosing it for me!

eyeshadows from silky girl and
white eyeliner from elianto

after that, i teman dayah to buy some groceries from carrefour cuz she want's to cook nasi goreng for dinner~ and boy, it was delicious! it's a simple nasi goreng with ikan bilis.. but i love it! and thanks for making me eat the salad.. it was delicious too..! now i'm starting to like vege~

then, on tuesday, while waiting for my mom to pick me up, we watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall.. it's sad, funny, stupid, crazy, dirty etc. but i like.. it was stress relieving! but, tak sempat tgk habis cuz my mama sampai cepat.. huhu! then, me, my mom, my bro and his girfriend went to alamanda.. heheh! more shopping! i know.. i know.. ur gonna say "my GOD! this girl tak habis2 shopping seyh!" LOL! but i haven't found my shoes yet.. and besides akim wants to buy his jeans and shirt.. he bought it at ESPRIT cuz there's a big sale there.. and my mama bought kak mary a purse! how sweet~~!

and not to forget, i finally! found my pair of shoe at CLARKS~

i know it's not the best looking shoe, but the one i want da abis stok.. huhu! damn! oh well.. at least it's comfortable.. and easy to walk in..~ hehe! thanks mama! i think i'm starting to like it..

soo... that's all then.. no part 3 or watsoever.. thanks a lot dayah and kak fara for treating me like a princess! i enjoyed everything we did and rase mcm tak nak balik rumah seyh.. huhu! cook for me again one day! and next time i'll belanje u for lunch or dinner~ LOVES u much!

delilah hearts dayah!
hugs and kisses!

sleepover [part 1]

I'm back! hoho! haven't been posting craps here for more than a week cuz i've been sleeping over at my cousin's house~ nyaa! so, i'm reporting about things and stuffs that i've been doing in the past 5 days! let's see...

on thursday, i went to munchkin's house cuz my mama wants to see her mama, which is my grandmama~ i spend one night there, and we talk and did some crazy stuff, as usual~ he! on friday, we went out to sunway for a short while cuz munchkin wants to get this pair of wedges she's been eyeing~ theeenn, we went back home and mak de and pak de is already there, so i pack my stuff and hop on their car and went to putrajaya, dayah's house~ that's where the fun begins!

i arrived at dayah's house, and i hug her like crazy!! GOD! i miss her soooo much! and i'm missing her even now.. meow =3. we did some bitch talking and at midnight, me and dayah went to pick kak fara at cyberjaya.. then we lepak lepak at old town white coffee, kak fara belanja seyh! i ate chicken cheese ham, and kaya butter toast, akak ate garlic bread and dayah ate.. hmmm... wat was it again... some kind of cantonese noodle? but it's delicious! everything there is delicious! thanks akak!

oh, we lepak there 'till 1 am, then we went to angah's house to see their new kittens! kawaii-desu!

on saturday, me, dayah and kak fara went to midvalley~ akak has to go meet her friends from work, so me and dayah went shopping!!! dayah was looking for a bag to go to class~ and she found a black handbag.. let see.. i bought some stuff too.. let seeeee....

gold necklace from vincci accesories

500 delicious desserts recipe from MPH

i dunno the name of the shop..
but this bag is huge!
i can stuff almost everything in here! haha!

to be continued in part 2...

OMG!

today, i drove to the twinz house together with syira to help them pack their things.. well, not exactly.. just to hang out there.. menyibuk and buat muke tak malu as usual.. hohoho! then, we went to tessa's house cuz she couldn't go out so late at night.. we talk and talk and talk and as usual, us, the switch-bitch do some bitch-talking~ LOL! i missed that!

then, faiek, ajim and wan joined us.. and we do some more talking.. it seems, everyone has something to talk, that no one is actually listening! HAHAHA! macam kat pasar seyh! we went home at 12.30 am..

huh.. that was probably our last lepak2 time for the time being.. i'm gonna miss them like HELL!! oh, hate to mention it, but i cried two days ago.. hey! i missed everything that happens to us all.. from lepak-ing to outing and sleepover, cooking carbonara and spagetthi, camwhoring at school one day before SPM, raya trip to everyone's house, me and tess skipped class to hang out with the others in class, and soo many other things! i wish i could go back in time and re-lived those moments! they're so unforgettable!

so, the conclusion is, i cried. finally cried.. hehe! it's amazing and upseting at the same time, to think that time passes too fast! oh well, all in all, form 5 will always be the best year ever despite the SPM thingy and a few other crisis.. that was the time when all of us came together, and i'm not satisfied with the very little time we all spent with each other!

when there's me and tess we'll be the switch-bitch. then, when there's five of us, me, tess, twinz and faeik, we're the famous 5/ 5 musketeer. add zalikha and hazwani, there's the promising 7. THEN, add sharmin, syira, ajim, nizam, wan, syu and haziq, KABOOM! there's the ocean 13+1! HAHAHA! so many group names! but i love all of 'em!

p/s: i love u all! always have and always will!

'till next time
adieu~

Confusion Strikes Again!

OMfG! i'm the only one left who haven't decide where and what to study! i'm feeling rather left out here cuz by next week, i'll be the only one in my group to stay basi at home! GOD!

the twinz are going to take up matriculation in physical science in penang, together with zalika. nizam is also in matrics, only he's in melaka. syira's going to uitm end of this month, so does wan and syu. i'm not sure what they're taking but i'm sure they'll be under the same faculty. ajim's going to limkokwing to take up architecture and i don't know when he's going. haziq's already in UIA taking TESL or whatsoever. hazwani's going to UIA too, but i'm not sure what she's taking. tessa is already in UiTM shah alam, studying law, and last is faiek who is actually the first to go among us. she's in teikyou U, preparing to go to japan in 2 years time.

so.. that leaves me.. and sharmin actually.. but she decided to enter U next year. so, we're back to square 1, which is me and only me. HUH! i'm having an extremely hard time here! OK?! it's just soo damn fucking hard to decide on what to take cuz i'm thinking waaayyy too much!

ok, here's my choices up to now. the first one is, MSU in shah alam. if i go there, i'll be taking either hotel management or public relations and entertainment management. MARA loan is available, and i already have a place to live, which is in walking distance with the U... and my cousins are studying there too.. and my brother is studying in shah alam, so if there's anything, i could just phone him. sounds good right? but the thing is! it's next admission date is in NOVEMBER! i'm gonna basi at home for another 5 months?!! DAMN!

so.. that takes me to my second choice, which is SEGi damansara. i'm gonna take american degree programme in management and communication.. perhaps. the only advantages here is that, it's a lil' bit cheaper than taking up diploma and degree in other U, and it saves time cuz i can get my degree in 4 years. admission date is in august, and the campus is nice! BUT! there's the usual loan and accomodation probs.

so.. that takes me to my third choice, which is ICSA. it stands for Institute of Chartered Secretaries and Administrations. now, i'm not very clear about this program cuz i just found out about it today. my dad says that it's hard and not many people passed it. it's quite expensive but not exceeding 60k.. it originates from UK and it's more like a core training and studying to be a secretary in corporate companies. GOOD! i love secretarial jobs. MARA loan available obviously cuz i found out about it at Kolej Poly-Tech MARA's website. to do this ICSA, i have to do the ICSA matriculation for one year, then go to the profesional diploma program and then to the International Qualifying Scheme, which is, other than the one year matriculation, i'm not very clear about the other two. and there's the accomodation probs, as usual. but this program is available at KPTM kuala lumpur, UiTM shah alam and other U in KL. so, i have to ask my dad more about it and call the headquarters. my mom says that if u graduated from ICSA, u'll get a quite high paying job.. that's tempting enough.

well, that's all my choices for now. but, i'm thinking more on the ICSA and MSU. i dunno what to decide right now.. cuz i'm reaallyyy confused! and other probs as well, which i'm not gonna type it down to make this post longer than it already is.

'till next time,
hugs and kissess

Food Hunting~

hehehehe! food hunting at 4 am! me and my bro couldn't sleep, so we hunt for some really early morning snacks! LOL! i know its not good for our body and all~ but i couldn't sleep on an empty stomach either.. anyway.. it's just a small amount of food... that's all~

let's see..

my bro ate all of the leftover mihun goreng from lunch.. and i ate a few sticks of strawberry flavoured love letters.. yum!yum! and then, i went back to my room.. but, a few minutes later, my bro came out of his room and hunt for mooorree food! GOD! no wonder he's getting chubbier! hehehe!

let's see..

i suggested some leftover mee goreng in the frigde from our lunch 2 days ago.. hehe! and some chipsmore, chocolates, nuts.. buuutt.. he ended up eating bread and butter.. hu! he must be realllyy hungry.. somehow.. i'm starting to think that guys have bottomless pit kind of tummy! HAHAHA!

well, i already ate my midnight snack, and i've blogged.. aannnddd~ it's time to sleep~

nitey~nite!
will hear from me soon

FANGIRLISMS!!

fangirlism mode ON! hehehe~ it seems that i'm back in the mood for some good, steaming hot YAOI!! hohoho!

AKI

FYI, yaoi means boy x boy love=GAY! LOL! once again, thanks to my munchkin for introducing me to these wonderful babies! ok.. i know a lot of people find it weird that i like these stuff, but hey, in japan and other countries its pretty normal.. though its extremely against the religion.. but i just love it.

now, now, dun go thinking that i'm lesbian or something.. i'm STRAIGHT! STRAIGHT AS AN ARROW!

Kisaragi Hirotaka

i just love to read it in the comic cuz the characters are just sooo damn cute! fucking cute! and hot! sizzling hot! and i have to admit, a few steaming scenes wouldn't hurt anybody.. though i have to say it does sore my throat from over screaming and perhaps a few cases of dizziness due to overheating~~ HOHOHO!

Yamane Ayano

but i'm not into real life gays. it's not like i'm against them, but the main reason why i read YAOI is due to the cute UKE (bottom) and hot SEME (top)! so, you can say i love them only in the manga and anime world~ i have more than 5GB of yaoi manga and it keeps on growing! hyuu~ i can't seem to stop myself from downloading and reading 'em!

'till next time
adieu~

When She Loved Me by Sarah McLachlan

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she'd say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she'd look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.

currently, i'm obsessed with this song.. the meaning is very deep. Well, it's not like it has anything to do with my life.. my besties and i are on good terms thou i do have the feeling that we'll grow apart one day, buuutt~ let's just think positively for now~ and try our very best! hyuu~

btw, you can listen to this song on my page categorized as melodies.

will hear from me soon,
hugs and kisses

why *psycho panda*

alrite, i've forgot to explain the meaning behind the weird? name for my blog~ ^o^
psycho panda is actually a name for a YAOI *squeel!!!!* scanlating group.. i took the name cuz it coincides with wat my cuzen, muchkin, said about me.

ok, for starters, panda is my self-acclaim animal names among my cuzens.. though the only person who calls me panda is my munchkin. and she happens to found this cute icon of a panda, eyes squinting and an evil smile on the panda's face. and... munchkin said that, that panda in the icon looks exactly like me when i'm up to no good! HARHAR!

well, i like it! though i'm not really a pyscho.. i'm normal! but rite now, i can't find the panda icon anywhere, so i'll upload it later when it has been found!

now. i'm off to bed to dream my sweet dreams!

nitey~nite!

why halo thar!

ok.. this my 2nd attempt on a blog.. ehehe. the first one has looonng been forgotten cuz of my never ending laziness.. and the URL are just to complicated? LOL! i may not update my blog everyday but hey, who said i dun have things going on in my life rite now.. thou i must admit that i'm frickin' basi, staying at home, no contact with the outside world, i dun give a shit 'bout wat's happening outside there as long as it doesn't bother my life! ho! oh, not to forget, fattening up the already fat me.. eating all those carbs and sugar. ~yummy~

alrite~ cut the crap!

it's already june 2009! OMG! OMG! OMG! i can't believe i actually rot myself at home for half a year! doing nothing but craps! but then, when i think back, THIS TIME OF OUR LIFE is the only time when we got such loonnggg breaks! i mean, i'm going to U in a few more months (though it haven't been decided where). i'll be busy with study, meeting new people and all those stuff. though honestly speaking, i dun really want to meet new peeps, if its possible, i would LOVE to grab all my frens with me and go thru college life together!

but sometimes, i get this shits in my head that i want to go away, and i mean seriously waaay awaaay! where no one knows me and i can start a new life.. well, its not like my life sucks but hey, sometimes other peeps got those too rite.. you feel like going away, and come back as someone different and something new.. maybe its my brain sending clues that i should get some revolution? hahaha!

then again, perhaps i'm just bored with my current life.. nothing new.. everyday is the same.. but i'm just to layzeyh! to do things.. ^_^

'till next time
adieu~