crappy start

three posts ago.. it was MARCH~ and now it's APRIL!

LALALALA

today was the start of a new semester. and i'm still taking short sems. there two subjects this time.. it's English Language Awareness and Creative Problem Solving. alhamdullilah! it's all in english.. no more doing assignments and writing essays in malay.. i suck at it.. honestly and seriously!

but my schedule is crap.. well, not as crappy as amal's who have class at 8am-6pm almost everyday and having a 2-hours gap between classes.. i only have class once a day but the crappy part is that i have to take a cab EVERYDAY to msu.. and none of amal's and munchkin's schedule overlapped with mine, because if it is, then we can catch a ride together and we can divide the taxi fare.. so, this month i'm gonna have to spend more and more money on cabs.. unless if there's someone from my class who has a car and could give me a ride just like syaz did for me in the last sem~

the new msu building is 2/3 done.. i guess.. but we'll be moving sometime in mid-April.. i guess.. nothing is certain in msu. they just expect us to know every little things by ourselves.

the apartment is pretty much a mess.. the kitchen is sticky, the fridge is packed, the floor is dusty and sticky and my coffee and milo, amal's strawberry jam and munchkin's hot chocolate is almost finish! how wonderful of these people to just eat our supplies without permission~ and mama is getting pissed by the seconds about our food being eaten by some other people..

well, i don't mind sharing, but it doesn't hurt to ASK for it.. even me and amal still asked each other for permissions to eat each other's food. and the things that gets me on my nerves even more is that i barely knew these people.. they just moved in to the apartment 2 months ago without having to pay for the deposits, the house is fully furnished (except their room), and it's a perfectly comfortable place to live in for students and yet it's so hard for them to at least keep it clean and not to eat other people's food supplies..

i know it doesn't sound good bringing all this things up.. but it's money we're talking about! FOOD IS MONEY! and so, my mama bought a new dry food shelf for me, munchkin and amal.. and we already separated our food.. so if they don't get the message then i need my mama's headmistress powers in this apartment!

OH!!

I'M GOING TO ENGLAND!!!

HOHOHO~~

Half-made Decision

went to Jln. TAR to shop with my mama
got myself a new bed cover, a colourful shawl and a pair of chocolate velvet pumps!
my mama bought herself a few tudungs and a bed cover

and no wonder my new bed cover reminds me of something..
the colouring and the shape looks just like one of my paintings i painted for an exam back when i was 13~
amazing coincidence!

so here's the thing about half-made decision. my mom and dad are going to london somewhere in may with my aunt and her kids. while we were out shopping today, mama told me that it would be boring to go to london and do things there without me! well.. even thou my dad is going but a mother-daughter relation is a whole different story.

sooooooo, i told mama that papa don't have to buy me a laptop and a car yet. YET! and i would give back the RM 1000 that my dad gave me but in exchange, let me go to london with them! i'm not joking! i would seriously give that all up! i'm not in need of a laptop.. i have mama's hak kerajaan malaysia's lappie~ a car.. hmmm! would love to have it but i'm not really in need of it. the 1K? i prefer london!

but.. it would be a two weeks holiday.. and unfortunately the trip to london would be somewhere around my mid sem.. so what i have to do right now is, i have to call my mentor or counselor to ask about things~ so, everything is still unclear. i wouldn't mind if i didn't go. i've been to london 6 years ago.. i know~ it's a really long time ago..

oh english soil! i would love to set foot on you again~

upgrading

i've been contemplating about what kind of pics that would be perfect for my blog's header. and i decide that the cute lil' panda is purrfect~ but the panda is totally in need of a make over! so, i decided to use the candy stripes font and colour it in pastel pink and blue to give it a softer and candy-ish look. then i top it off with the lil' panda and it's perfect! now my blog kind of reminds me of a candy shop~

and i'm perfectly satisfied with my blog's new upgraded look!

today, i went to faiek's house for about an hour to gave her an early birthday present. it's a shirt with an adorable combination of cream and red polka dots with wooden buttons! and again, i bought it at the old blossom box store.. but this time, i didn't share the presents with the famous five because this year's b'day is a bit special~ it's our friendship's 10th year, so it's our 10th times of celebrating birthdays together!

10 years.. that's quite a record we got there!

once in a blue moon update

march dawned on me much faster than my brain can digest information..
nothing much happened in the last 3 weeks..
daily life was going at a rather sickeningly slow speed.. and suddenly we're in the month of march!

fortunately, tomorrow is my last islamic studies class! YAYS!! and my final exam falls on the 24th March.. which is like.. 2 weeks away.. so i'll have time to study.
next semester starts on the 5th April and i have 2 subjects this time. but i'm going to meet my mentor tomorrow to add extra subjects.. i'm still contemplating between IT or public speaking..
oh well.. whichever is fine by me~

my life at the apartment is going well.. i have the room all to myself! and amal would always berkampung in my room~ she said there's a certain attraction to my room! LOL's

amal berkampung in my room

huril kambing yg busuk!

well, that's it for now..
i'm going home tomorrow!
bkt sentosa! here i come!!!

ugghh....

there was this sudden impulse that came out of the blue..
that makes me feel like seeing him again~
i feel like when i open the front door of my house, i seriously hope i'll see him in front of the tv..
playing games and having a few drinks and snacks..
like old times..

but, when he's not there i feel seriously disappointed..

then, the next day, i went out of my room and...
BOOOM! he's there! infront of the tv~
HOHOHOHOHO!!!
tapi sekejap je..
but it's ok..
at least i get to see his face yg dah berzaman tak nampak~

~I'm quite happy and satisfied~
LOL's

mindless updates

last week was my mid-sem..
and it was hell!
end of story.

i finally went into the old blossom box store last week!
OH MY GOD!
IT'S PERFECT!
and i don't give a damn if it only sells clothing for thin people..
just being in the store makes me feel happy~
and i bought tessa's b'day prezzie there..
TESS! u better wear it! it's custom made!
i also bought a colourful polka dot hankie and a vintage pearl bracelet~

then my mama came over on thursday to buy the kitchen stove..
and i skipped class on friday because i'm not in the mood for class..
i just want to go home!

then on saturday eve, me, tess and twins went to old town white coffee to lepak lepak..
then on sunday i went back to raub and will be going home this evening..
thought of lepak-ing with the famous five again tonight..
but the twins are busy..
they're always busy..
so, some other time then..

i still have one week of holiday..
watever..
just stay at home and be the jeruk that i am~

this week busy giler! i have to settle MARA and PTPTN by this week.. and then time nie la their database nak ade problems.. so everything is being done at the last minute..

and i just found out today that my ustaz has given us a group assignment last week.. but i just found out today! very very good! and the due date is next week.. and everything has to be done in melayu.. seriously! if i went back to school and partake in any exams regarding BM.. i'll flunked it! LOL's

so, i'll be grouping with sheila, which i just found out that she's a singer.. thou i don't really know any malay singer..how ironic.. but her songs are nice.. and this one guy named kimi.. i don't really know his real name.. maybe we'll start on the assignments by next week.. since everyone is panicking over the loan problems and we have quizzes on friday..

at least mine are not as packed and hectic as amal's..

CHAIYO!!

one crazy day! literally!

today was crazy like hell!!
i laugh so much that my head hurts and my nose kembang kempis!
naddy! u nie mmg la! ckp tak ingt dunia.. i nak mkn pun seksa gler tau tak!

today i went to sunway pyramid with munchkin, amal, naddy and ash.. and today was the first time i met naddy and ash.. and it feels like i've known them for years! seriously! naddy was crazy and loud gler! and i seriously can't think of ash as a guy friend.. he's more like a girlfriends! no offense.. it doesn't have any weird meaning.. he just blends in with the girls~ and his hair is longer than mine! LOL's!

then we watch avatar.. first time for the other four.. but the second time for me! i don't mind! i love avatar so much that i seriously won't get bored with it! then we went to asian avenue and i finally... FINALLY! found some nice tote bags to bring to class.. instead of using my precious leather handbag.. then we lepak2 at mcD.. then.. ash came in to mcD while jumping around holding a magazine and his precious strawberry drinks.. and he was so damn proud of his cosplay pics in the mags that he can't stop starring at it!

later on.. we went home and i'm fucking tired!
and i have soo much to tell!
but.. i've missed out on the days.. so i'll just compile everything that happens in this week in one post..
which.. i'll do it later la..
penat giler kot!

today was so much fun!

mind torture!

sketsa pengorbanan ibu dan bapa???
fucker!!

i hate it!! i so not playing the mother!
there's a new girl in the group.. so let her be it.. she haven't done anything..
but, i laugh like hell when i found out that aiman's group got the sketsa ibu mertuaku! LALALA! ade geng in the emotional section~
hurry up and end this torture! i mean, we have ceramah for 3 hours NON-STOP! my ass hurts like hell! and everyone was already snoozing off!
and then we have to wear tudung for the agama class.. and all of my islamic classes is at the annexes... so, that means, a lot of walking in the sun..

all in all, today sucks!

orientation + first lecture

well.. i can't say today was boring.. but it's not so very good either.. there's the orientation and some ceramah promoting and highlighting MSU's good part and bla bla bla~

then i meet sheila, same course as mine but she's 22 years old and just about to start her diploma.. and then there's this one 47 years old aunty and she's taking diploma in tesl.. something about wants to educate her children about proper english and all.. weird.. but very praise worthy~

and today was my first lecture.. and the ustaz is nice~ but i have to wear tudung to his class.. and it turns out that his class is not for 3 hours but only about 1 1/2 or 2 hours.. so, i'm seriously gonna plead to my mama and papa to let me drive the car because it's really not worth it to pay for the taxi for just a few hours class..

and i can't skip the orientation at all because they took the attendance (NO ONE TOLD ME THAT)!! uugghhhhhh.......................... and my group is sooo boring.. they're all the quite and "i'm so shy" type! hello! some of you are like 21 ++ years old..

3 days of torture to go..

today i went to MSU to meet my mentor and register my subjects and it turns out that i only have 1 [ONE] subject for this whole two months of my short semester.. it's only Islamic Studies.

and i only have classes on tuesday, wednesday and friday morning! mama!! can't you just let me drive the car to MSU.. i can't possibly stay at the apartment on the day i don't have classes without doing nothing.. i'm gonna become a brand new jeruk over here!! well.. for this week, i have to go to the orientation if i don't have class.. but only for this week.. what about next week?

oh.. and can i just skip the stupid orientation? everyone says it's loaded with activities that stunted your brains..

and the mirror in my room fell and broke into pieces.. no 7 years of bad luck please.. what a stupid superstition.. thank god i got it for a very cheap price.. but it's such a pain in the ass to clean the mess up..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

OFF WITH THE OLD MASK
AND
ON TO A NEW MASQUERADE..