Half-made Decision

went to Jln. TAR to shop with my mama
got myself a new bed cover, a colourful shawl and a pair of chocolate velvet pumps!
my mama bought herself a few tudungs and a bed cover

and no wonder my new bed cover reminds me of something..
the colouring and the shape looks just like one of my paintings i painted for an exam back when i was 13~
amazing coincidence!

so here's the thing about half-made decision. my mom and dad are going to london somewhere in may with my aunt and her kids. while we were out shopping today, mama told me that it would be boring to go to london and do things there without me! well.. even thou my dad is going but a mother-daughter relation is a whole different story.

sooooooo, i told mama that papa don't have to buy me a laptop and a car yet. YET! and i would give back the RM 1000 that my dad gave me but in exchange, let me go to london with them! i'm not joking! i would seriously give that all up! i'm not in need of a laptop.. i have mama's hak kerajaan malaysia's lappie~ a car.. hmmm! would love to have it but i'm not really in need of it. the 1K? i prefer london!

but.. it would be a two weeks holiday.. and unfortunately the trip to london would be somewhere around my mid sem.. so what i have to do right now is, i have to call my mentor or counselor to ask about things~ so, everything is still unclear. i wouldn't mind if i didn't go. i've been to london 6 years ago.. i know~ it's a really long time ago..

oh english soil! i would love to set foot on you again~